For me, time has been flying by, its been two months since the concert i went to. It seems like it was only yesterday. I keep saying i'm going to go to Job Corps, but the day i plan to go something always comes up, like court. I'm making myself go next week...
Monday i have to go to court to sort out my restitution i have been paying to my former work where i stormed out after being fired and busted the front door window. They sent me a form stating i haven't paid restitution and am now responsible for the full amount that was previous stated i was not responsible for. Yeah, i'm getting jacked around a bit. Then on top of that i have to go to trial in october for something fucking retarded. A friend of mine decided it would be funny to steal construction flags and mouth off to a pig. Well that resulted in the passengers of the vehicle, including driver, to be arrested and charged with "Falsified reporting to an officer." Which is a bogus charge. I'm slightly fucked. I have to get a lawyer and pray to god that i don't get fucked over due to the fact i'm on probation still for that little fuck up at my former job.
Aside from that, the job thing has not been fruitful, no one is hiring around my area. Its hard enough coming up with money to pay my court fees, let alone wondering where rent is coming from. I owe my friend so much money...
Seems like the world is coming apart at the seams, I'm just waiting for it all to unravel like a poorly knit sweater. Then maybe I'll wake up, in a cold sweat realizing it was just all a bad dream...but on the other hand maybe i'd rather stay in this nightmare world for fear of losing what i love.

-NiveK-