Sorry that i have to place something down here.

I´m always trying to be as friendly as possible. I would never try to hurt someone, not in RL or via RP / whatever else. But people still bully me, without any reason. I´m always trying my best, specially when I start playing a new game. I know I´m a bad gamer, with very high amount of time played. But, thats not a reason to bully me all the time.
Well, how ever Im completly down right now and feel nothing in me. No emotions (prob due to there isnt any waters that can produce more tears, idk) anymore. I fell ... like I´m not needed. People just ignore me when I have probs, i try to say it but they simple ignore it. When it comes to the time that i might know something, a trick or just a hint; even then they ignore me and tell me later what "they" have found.
I cant play any more games, even if gaming was all for me. It was the perfect thing to run away from RL problems.
Whats left? A crying dragon lying in his cave, ignored by anyone else.

I hope you all have a nice day. I needed to vent, and it should get better soon.