You re-arrange me 'til I'm sane
You lock the door
And throw away the key
There's someone in my head but it's not me

I made an awful mistake five days ago and the consequences just won't stop stacking up. A dear friend of mine just dropped all communications with me altogether. No one's to blame except for myself.

I'm just such an idiot and I didn't know better. I pushed him beyond his tolerance threshold and it's all on me. I caused this and I have no guarantees that all of this can be reversed.

Now, the regret won't stop eating at me. Hell, I've been trying to sleep for three hours already but my conscience is having none of that. I just can't control it. My own mind won't stop calling me out for being such a moron.

Just, I wish I could tell him how sorry I am...