Here is a follow up journal. http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9014215/

That Sunday, I was officially kicked out of the polyamorous relationship after only nearly 1 and half year of being part of due to my mental problems, sheer amount of talks regarding my family and my stress, and antagonizing 2 or 3 of the members of this relationship.

I've been depressed ever since I've been kicked out and being considered as a friend only. This relationship was amazing and it so much beneficial to me somehow and now, It is hard for me to seek for that kind of relationship that has the same mindset as the one I just got dumped from. Even worse, I also lost 3 of supposed friends who is still in this polyamorous relationship after being told about why I was kicked out and became a friend only. Since I'm losing access to Netflix and Nintendo online subscription. I'd be hooking Kodi back and get my own Nintendo online sub.

I wish there was something that would help me cheer me up. I hope you have something thoughtful to do for me to get over the lost of 3 people in my life, leaving a few as friends, and the memory of being dumped. I am feeling like crap right now.

I appreciate it and think you.