I've... *sigh* taken to looking online and might have come across a mentor.
All in the hopes of looking for better work (nowhere that I put any applications to will call me back), and maybe better myself.
But, I've been trying to do that for a long while. Almost constantly.

Before it became too much of a "problem" for some people, things crashed, everyone left, but I was left to feel all bad and inferior.


So, let's see how this goes. Maybe I'll get a great job in a few weeks.
Maybe I'll, according to them, realize my potential (if any), and am able to do great things.


Here's hoping I suppose.



Think I'll just head to bed. I'm always up late, not that I usually want to be. Even though it's still past 1am, I think I'll just get some decent sleep for once.