learning, slowly
7 years ago
and accepting things too.
accepting that it's ok to have a bad day and tell others about it.
it's ok to open up and tell others about my problems. it's ok not to have all the answers.
It's ok to need help, no matter how hard it is for me to open up about it. sometimes having someone listening is enough.
I'm honestly terrible at talking about myself.
and most of my friends usually like talking about ther own problems, which gives me somethig to latch on to in order to just push my own issues away.
bobbybalon is the only one that said 'no, we're focusing on you now.' when I tried to worm my way out of facing myself and focus on him instead.
I am honestly very thankful for that one.
I probably need to do some soul searching at some point.
and try to accept I am fine the way I am. I am just fine, I'm as good as everyone else.
just fine. The way the way I need to be.
I am me, that's all I need to be.
It's hard, but I am still trying to accepting that I am fine.
Fairlyn out.
accepting that it's ok to have a bad day and tell others about it.
it's ok to open up and tell others about my problems. it's ok not to have all the answers.
It's ok to need help, no matter how hard it is for me to open up about it. sometimes having someone listening is enough.
I'm honestly terrible at talking about myself.
and most of my friends usually like talking about ther own problems, which gives me somethig to latch on to in order to just push my own issues away.
bobbybalon is the only one that said 'no, we're focusing on you now.' when I tried to worm my way out of facing myself and focus on him instead.I am honestly very thankful for that one.
I probably need to do some soul searching at some point.
and try to accept I am fine the way I am. I am just fine, I'm as good as everyone else.
just fine. The way the way I need to be.
I am me, that's all I need to be.
It's hard, but I am still trying to accepting that I am fine.
Fairlyn out.
FA+

I tried over the years to get that message through to you, even said those exact words a few times but I could never get it to stick :/
sorry about that, but im glad the message got through to you in the end *hugs*
but it finally stuck. and I do think you're partly to blame for it, honestly.
and part of the revelation was a comic I found.
I'll link it on Discord if you want to see what shook me like that.
please
and I meant i'm slow. slow to learn and slow to open up.
for me finally opening up the little I am.
you're more than welcome ^^ *hugs* sure you didnt thank me but now you have you deserve that hug even more *hugs again tighter*
thanks again!
small steps, small steps!
We'll always be here to help
and I know you will.
all of you!