i have not posted much do to artist block my worst nightmare not to mention i was finally getting better after i tried to kill myself but once people forgot things just went back to normal and im trying my best but it has been pretty hard and i have stopped harming myself i decided that i should tell this stuff because i tend to draw some sad things once out of an artist block, and thanks to lots of amazing people in my life i felt more open for sharing my art and that is how i found this