Hello everyone, it's been a while and I'm going to make a quick update about my situation. This month I'm going to be really busy, likely having lees time to work on my stuff. I'm going to help my family, mother and sister moving out. My life never been easier after my dad pass away. If you curious about why we gotta move out it's because my dad was a policeman and from our life, we live in police quarters apartment under government. If no one in the family work as police, we have to move out. We have lot stuff in out homes so it's gonna be so hard for us to move them to other places...

Good thing is that after I help my family move out, things will get calm again and not too stressful. We're not big family, we're just 4.... me, my big sister, my mother and.... my late father. I feel hopeless from time to time... I really wish I have someone I can... express my feel.. something to feels like I'm protected. I think kinda have an emotional break down from time to time. You see, I'm can not handle high stress and emotional breakdown at the same time because that can caused me do reckless decision. My way to avoid this from keep happening is being optimistic, hopeful, positive, stop overthinking. Stress more likely things clash with my plan, distrust, pressuring me for no reason and etc. I'm currently kinda fighting with my mentality, void within me and survival.

Well, let's talk about my work. So, I only got few left to work on YCH pec bounce animation and if you wonder about YCH pec bounce for this month, I'm sorry, I have to hold all the commissions until I get my life stable again. I enjoy do commission for side income but with this current state is not good, hard to focus. I really hope things get better once I done helping with my family moving out.

It's really late here and I gotta sleep, if you have any question please comment in this journal.