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I'm Done.
7 years ago
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I'm very very sick of what I got and getting through these months. I've tried to have faith and tried to work out on my goals but nothing is happening and I think It's not worth it to continue to believe in my goals because I think they're just too hard to achieve.
I am still lonely without a mate... but finding a mate that shares at least my interests in ferals, it's like trying to reach the moon without a spaceship. Plus if I'd ever find one l'd not find one where I live, since there are a very few of persons that like the kind of furry art that I like so I really don't know if I will be good in a Long distance relationship even if I'd love to meet the persons I've known in the fandom, through chats, through groups in real life rather more than being costantly behind a screen and my parents also blame me about that...
Looks like All that I can do now is to suffer this terrible moment that has slightly disappeared but not totally and watch all of my friends making new experiences, getting everything they want and being happy while I'm here doing nothing because I can't make ANYTHING for get what I want now.
Every step I take towards my goals is futile and when at least I try to do that, nothing happens and all remains the same. Only furry art or chatting with my furry friends is distracting me from the bad time I'm going through and depression.
Nothing else.
I know I may sound unpleasant now but I'm sick of what I'm feeling right now. I want to change things, i want to reach what i want but I can't right now because world has to put sticks between the weels.
I really don't know what to right now...
I am still lonely without a mate... but finding a mate that shares at least my interests in ferals, it's like trying to reach the moon without a spaceship. Plus if I'd ever find one l'd not find one where I live, since there are a very few of persons that like the kind of furry art that I like so I really don't know if I will be good in a Long distance relationship even if I'd love to meet the persons I've known in the fandom, through chats, through groups in real life rather more than being costantly behind a screen and my parents also blame me about that...
Looks like All that I can do now is to suffer this terrible moment that has slightly disappeared but not totally and watch all of my friends making new experiences, getting everything they want and being happy while I'm here doing nothing because I can't make ANYTHING for get what I want now.
Every step I take towards my goals is futile and when at least I try to do that, nothing happens and all remains the same. Only furry art or chatting with my furry friends is distracting me from the bad time I'm going through and depression.
Nothing else.
I know I may sound unpleasant now but I'm sick of what I'm feeling right now. I want to change things, i want to reach what i want but I can't right now because world has to put sticks between the weels.
I really don't know what to right now...
sending you good vibes
Sorry If I sound rude but as you know I'm sick of my solitude and what I'm dealing with right now I hope you can understand and have fun with your mate, don't waste time with a no one like me.
I have no right to tell you what you can do or can't do, I merely offer my point of view. And by all means, I think putting effort into forming good relationships is definitely worth doing.
Nobody is a nobody, my friend. Every single one of us is worth the world. One final suggestion I have is to maybe try finding peace and love in yourself and try not to compare yourself to other people, it's not fair to you or the people you are judging as better off than you. It will ease your loneliness and despair. Like CodeDawn57 said, you take it easy and get to know yourself, be content with yourself.
I really hope this helps
Are there any groups or activities you can join? That's a great way to meet people. Or if you're on Facebook try joining some online dating groups. That's also a great way to meet people too.
But honestly it does sound like you're in a bad place. Perhaps seeing a doctor might help? Speaking to someone who can help is good. I can vouch for them.