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long nights
6 years ago
How long has it been? Since I woke up
Another nightmare.
I wake up, and reach for you. Only hitting the wall, abrupt.
I won't bother crying this time. I don't know if I can anymore.
I know, im being selfish, impatient. I'll be home soon.
Yet you and I don't even have the luxury of sharing a moon.
Maybe, I should have taken more of my sleeping meds. Would that stop the dreams?
Probably not. Not in this world thats so alien still
After all these years. I doubt it. Nothing keeps at bay the screams.
The rain offers some comfort. The steady dripping, sounds like home.
My bed is cold without you. Maybe it'll never be warm.
Im tired of being alone.
Another nightmare.
I wake up, and reach for you. Only hitting the wall, abrupt.
I won't bother crying this time. I don't know if I can anymore.
I know, im being selfish, impatient. I'll be home soon.
Yet you and I don't even have the luxury of sharing a moon.
Maybe, I should have taken more of my sleeping meds. Would that stop the dreams?
Probably not. Not in this world thats so alien still
After all these years. I doubt it. Nothing keeps at bay the screams.
The rain offers some comfort. The steady dripping, sounds like home.
My bed is cold without you. Maybe it'll never be warm.
Im tired of being alone.
A creature left in the void.
This barren darkness that surrounds me.
I hear a voice but it is just an echo.
I see a reflection but its not me.
Its who I wish I was.
Who I should have been but wasn't able to be.
Is this reality? Is this empty waste my home?
The last one with sanity trapped by insanity?
Or perhaps it is the reverse experience?
I'll never know. I'll never understand.
All I know is this cold air around me.
That is the only hand I'll ever hold.