Right now I'm running into a lot of issues when it comes to drawing. Part of it is because I severely lack the skill to visualize my ideas. I've tried to draw detailed scenes surrounding the characters but each time I tried to do that it failed. I now have several unfinished drawings, most of them as birthday gift pictures, that are a few months to over a year old now that I don't know what to do with anymore. They were all amazing ideas turned into never ending nightmares for me.
Another issue are lineless drawings. I don;t feel like lines have any place in finished drawings for me, but the issue with lineless drawings is that details that lines make easy to see completely vanish as can be seen here: (lined) http://d.facdn.net/art/raikuen/1547409656/1547409656.raikuen_damon_christmas_2018_sketch.jpg, (lineless) http://d.facdn.net/art/raikuen/1547.....damon_butt.jpg
I'm trying this lineless style again right now with the same issue and it's driving me mad. I guess it would be easily possible in digital art, but tablets are far too expensive. So do commissions to earn enough for a tablet? But I can't draw the right way! I have nothing to offer and even if I did it would take me a life time to earn enough, not worth it, waste of my time!
I don't know what to do anymore!

Whenever I draw now I just get more and more frustrated, than I avoid drawing to avoid those feelings. But I never lose the will to draw so this just keeps on repeating and it's making me feel absolutely miserable!