Why is it i say things before i think about it. Maybe its a flaw...no no it is a flaw something i can't really do anything about...my birthday was august 17th. only 2 people even told me happy birthday kinda weird for that. this i guess for this journal is a bit more then just everything that has happened. This is also sorta like a personal agenda of things as well.

I do need to get back into drawing again. I've not done that in a few months. Let alone I'm still job hunting. 35 app's no calls including the ones to the former employer's i've worked for in the Chemical plant area. Nothing from them either. The economy is pretty screwed at this point anyway, Honestly why am i up at 2:02am trying to type all this out. Maybe its the insomnia that i have..no, no...It is the insomnia my inner clock has been all sorts of messed up lately. Now it seems i don't even sleep for 2 to 3 days then pass out for 5 hours and wake up perfectly normal Weird how everything is sorta just falling directly onto this. Well...I'm gonna go and try to sleep hopefully i can..peace.