(animal death sensible, please dont read)

I had a grim morning this morning.
My little rat is sick, i had her for a year and an half and she was already a couple of months old when i bought her. She didnt liked other rat (i know its weord for a rat but she prefered humans) so i bought her an extra big cage and food, and gave her love. She loved to sleep in my neck or to run around on my bed. I love her a lot and thsi morning, i saw that it is probably her last day. She started being sick a couple of week ago. Im pretty sure that she have cancer since a lot of rats die of cancer. And she started peeing blood and stopped eating. So i placed a blanket over her cage with a hole for light, so she can have some sort of intimacy. Im pretty sure that when ill be back from my mom, or tonight, she will have stopped breathing. I cryed like a kid the whole morning. Rats are wonderfull animals but ill wait before thinking about having an other one!! (Well multiple other one because they normaly live in groups ~ ) ..

So yeah ~ sorry for that grimm journal, but i had to write it somewhere ! I love my little girl and it made me realy sad :'\ but i knew it was comming!

So thankx and sorry for the sad story !