hey dude, if you want to chat I'm always there, up to meet new peps, I got a Telegram if you wish!

A lot of people get feelings like that from time to time, especially if they have depression. If you do have chronic depression, getting treatment for it would help minimize those feelings. A lot of people think their lives' difficulties are the cause of their depression, but most of the time, it's the depression that causes difficulties. It makes you miserable, affects your mood, makes you lethargic, creates escapist tendencies like substance abuse or excessive video games. It can cause you to shut down your social life. If you aren't being treated for depression, it might be something to look in to. If you are being treated, you may need to have your meds adjusted to be more effective. Even if you don't want to take antidepressants, therapy can help. I see a therapist every week for anxiety and the ability to talk to someone, air my feelings, and get input from a neutral source is really helpful. Talking to friends can help to get you out of a bad headspace, but sometimes they're so concerned about trying to make you feel better that they don't tell you what you need to hear. Having an objective outsider to talk to who can get to the bottom of your feelings and what's causing them goes a long way towards getting rid of the negativity. Hope this helps.

I’m always here to listen and chat. I told you this in the past. And I agree with the comment above, if it’s serious then go get it checked out. That’s why they are there, to help.

Hey hun, been a long time since we talked. I know this feeling well, as I suffer from chronic depression issues.

Drakion, you're not a failure, nor unlikable. I like you! You can always note me! I usually reply within a day, depending what's going on offline. You've just caught some bad breaks, is all.

Also, what RedDrake said is very true. If you do want to try therapy, but cannot afford it, try calling a helpline center or information for listings of possible places for help.

Keep moving. If all you do is stop to look back, you can't move forward. The past is over and done with, and can't be changed, Drak. We can only use it to learn and look forward on what we can do with ourselves and our time now and in the future. If you really want to have things like they were, learn from what happened and find a new way, because the past isnt returning, and it never will. We move forward. You need to move forward. If you can't do that alone, seek help. Mental help. There is no shame in that. Not everyone is in a place to do everything alone.

I have this all the time. I just fail at killing myself, too!

offers you a big hug