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7 years ago
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Come to the house to find a lot of my stuff destroyed.
Including my Xbox 360 [wired] controller that I use to play most of my PC games, some of my master blend hydroponics mix torn out, my mattress topper and part of the actual mattress, the desk, and even my phone.
I was planning today to come to the house, get my old phone, and take off all of the old numbers to put on my new [broken] phone, and now I can't even do that.
Just waiting on the day when my dragon lamp, my guitar, and my PC are ripped to shreds.
It's like someone breaking into your house every other day and destroying it, only it wasn't broken into, it was my darn kids (or kid, I know which one) that's doing it.
Between this, work, online stuff, and all the other personal crap, I don't even know how to emote about it anymore.
It's like I've emoted so much about this stuff that I just don't know how to now. I can't seem to "turn back on".
Or maybe, depending on how you look at things, I can't seem to turn off.
Will me moving away from everything to live alone and hidden from the world really be the best move if all of my stuff will be destroyed in a week and I'll have to come running back to an even harder life?
Seeing as how I can no longer play almost any of my Steam games now, I can't even use my phone, and I still can't hear anything from my PC, I think I'll just spend the rest of the night washing clothes and cleaning around the house. After I restore my room again.
Including my Xbox 360 [wired] controller that I use to play most of my PC games, some of my master blend hydroponics mix torn out, my mattress topper and part of the actual mattress, the desk, and even my phone.
I was planning today to come to the house, get my old phone, and take off all of the old numbers to put on my new [broken] phone, and now I can't even do that.
Just waiting on the day when my dragon lamp, my guitar, and my PC are ripped to shreds.
It's like someone breaking into your house every other day and destroying it, only it wasn't broken into, it was my darn kids (or kid, I know which one) that's doing it.
Between this, work, online stuff, and all the other personal crap, I don't even know how to emote about it anymore.
It's like I've emoted so much about this stuff that I just don't know how to now. I can't seem to "turn back on".
Or maybe, depending on how you look at things, I can't seem to turn off.
Will me moving away from everything to live alone and hidden from the world really be the best move if all of my stuff will be destroyed in a week and I'll have to come running back to an even harder life?
Seeing as how I can no longer play almost any of my Steam games now, I can't even use my phone, and I still can't hear anything from my PC, I think I'll just spend the rest of the night washing clothes and cleaning around the house. After I restore my room again.
I didn't want actual kids, or any of the stuff that goes along with it.
The most / highest I would go for was dogs, so I consider them my kids pretty much.
More than likely it's boredom. That's the usual case when they do that, though it might be retaliation for whatever.
My oldest one is just over 3 years old. My youngest one, the main culprit, turns 1 tomorrow.
I found out a bit after I made this journal that she got into her medicine and ate it all.
She overdosed on enrofloxocin.
So going to have to keep an eye on her all night to see what happens, and may have to rush her [back] to the vet tomorrow morning.
Cheery, I'm sorry for all these whiny sounding journals.
I know that crud gets annoying all the time.
I never meant to write stuff like this, now it's like I can't stop.