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A notice about my dragon
6 years ago
▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬ஜ۩۞ʆƠƲƦƝƛԼ ƁЄƓƖƝƧ ƁЄԼƠƜ۞۩ஜ▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬ It's not going to be easy writing this but I'm hoping this is going to be for the better.
TLDR; the dragon is going to be scrapped
Most people have come to like and love the black and white, internally glowing dragon, most people refere to him as Luy. Initially he was supposed to be me, not aesthetically but atleast spiritually. Since it was made roundabout 2014 it has been around for ages. However, those of you who know me also know that 2014 was literally the shittiest year I've ever had. Perhaps the dragon was marked ever since it was created as a result, hm, just thinking about this as I write. Either way, inevitably, since it has been around for ages and was used as my primary form for pretty much everyone.. there is a lot of history connected with it. A lot of people have gotten to know him, a lot of experiences were had, many good memories were made.... however.. wounds have also been torn.
Most of you who know me know that I've been relatively unhappy with the design of my dragon lately, I've been wanting to redesign/update him but.. I've been growing further and further distant from the dragon probably for as long as I've been unhappy with it. Now.. I start to realize that I may be unhappy with it, not just because of the design, but it reminds of those old wounds. My current state of mind unfortunately does not really allow me to bare opening those wounds again and again, which, the dragon unfortunately does cause.
I think I've covered as much as I could because I'm running out of patience here.. that being said, my decision is to scrap the dragon. It has to go. I need to move on.
Does this mean the dragon is up for grabs? No. Absolutely not, although an absolutely insane offer may be concidered but this isn't that kind of journal.
Does this mean pictuers can be drawn of him? Absolutely not either, I want to move on, I need to draw a line.
Does this mean the dragon is going to die and never come back? ................ I'm not giving a final statement to this as of yet but think of it similarly for now.
I think I've covered the most basic of messages with a little bit of information to it, I may or may not have missed some parts but, it should deliver the message.
TLDR; the dragon is going to be scrapped
Most people have come to like and love the black and white, internally glowing dragon, most people refere to him as Luy. Initially he was supposed to be me, not aesthetically but atleast spiritually. Since it was made roundabout 2014 it has been around for ages. However, those of you who know me also know that 2014 was literally the shittiest year I've ever had. Perhaps the dragon was marked ever since it was created as a result, hm, just thinking about this as I write. Either way, inevitably, since it has been around for ages and was used as my primary form for pretty much everyone.. there is a lot of history connected with it. A lot of people have gotten to know him, a lot of experiences were had, many good memories were made.... however.. wounds have also been torn.
Most of you who know me know that I've been relatively unhappy with the design of my dragon lately, I've been wanting to redesign/update him but.. I've been growing further and further distant from the dragon probably for as long as I've been unhappy with it. Now.. I start to realize that I may be unhappy with it, not just because of the design, but it reminds of those old wounds. My current state of mind unfortunately does not really allow me to bare opening those wounds again and again, which, the dragon unfortunately does cause.
I think I've covered as much as I could because I'm running out of patience here.. that being said, my decision is to scrap the dragon. It has to go. I need to move on.
Does this mean the dragon is up for grabs? No. Absolutely not, although an absolutely insane offer may be concidered but this isn't that kind of journal.
Does this mean pictuers can be drawn of him? Absolutely not either, I want to move on, I need to draw a line.
Does this mean the dragon is going to die and never come back? ................ I'm not giving a final statement to this as of yet but think of it similarly for now.
I think I've covered the most basic of messages with a little bit of information to it, I may or may not have missed some parts but, it should deliver the message.
