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Turning the tide. - Update to what am going to focus on
6 years ago
As many of you who read this might already know. I suffered from a difficult depression for many years.
And at worst I was about to end up my life. Fortunately I didn't and I am able to keep getting better on most days. Sometimes there is back step, but more often I am getting better. I has been long process of turning the tide and that is what I want to share to you.
So many of you suffer directly or indirectly, as yourself or from others Depression, anxiety and things like addictions.
I have come to point where I no longer want to only get better myself, but as well to share, to tell to others of what worked to me and what made difference. In short. I want to do my share to make world and this community we have here a better place.
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Unfortunately to most who watch me this means that here on my profile there will be much less, VORE content from now on.
That is because... well, Vore has been way for me to escape reality. - It's been my addiction and still is to some extend.
And I have come to understand that it is not good for me. Not in doses I was enjoying it. -> Anything can be harmful in too large amounts. <-
More over, I want to devote my life more to things that are beautiful and... well I find this odd. Especially for myself but for some very odd reason. "Poetic" And I might be able to blame Old Fox for that. He so often uses poetry on his Radio show that it was bound to have some effect on long term and I have listened his shows since 2013!
Anyways, I'm going to tell more about Old Fox on some other journal. But that I can tell to you that he is to me -> My captain. (inspiration to call him that comes from movie Dead poets society
It is he who I got to listen at first and that way to remember things he speaks of and tries to teach. Eventually I have learned more and now I feel it is time to begin sharing of what I have learned to be able to learn it even better. And Oh no, he is not teaching his own stuff but what he too is trying to learn from masterminds of world. He is just one who publicly gets to spotlight to teach all that. But more about him on some future journal.
So if you are upset that instead of vore stories and artwork made by others you will find yourself bombarded by journals about how I am winning my battle against depression and my invitation for you to join me on that. and if you don't want to read such or receive further notifications. Hit that -watch buttom above this journal.
See you again if you decide to change your mind, and in that case I will welcome you :3
For you others who decide to stay.
I intend to serve you from my whole heart and to make your time to read these journals worth of your time. At least most of the time. Perhaps that is too much of a coal but hey, we ough to start from somewhere!
That's enough for today. I wish you well. :3
And at worst I was about to end up my life. Fortunately I didn't and I am able to keep getting better on most days. Sometimes there is back step, but more often I am getting better. I has been long process of turning the tide and that is what I want to share to you.
So many of you suffer directly or indirectly, as yourself or from others Depression, anxiety and things like addictions.
I have come to point where I no longer want to only get better myself, but as well to share, to tell to others of what worked to me and what made difference. In short. I want to do my share to make world and this community we have here a better place.
---
Unfortunately to most who watch me this means that here on my profile there will be much less, VORE content from now on.
That is because... well, Vore has been way for me to escape reality. - It's been my addiction and still is to some extend.
And I have come to understand that it is not good for me. Not in doses I was enjoying it. -> Anything can be harmful in too large amounts. <-
More over, I want to devote my life more to things that are beautiful and... well I find this odd. Especially for myself but for some very odd reason. "Poetic" And I might be able to blame Old Fox for that. He so often uses poetry on his Radio show that it was bound to have some effect on long term and I have listened his shows since 2013!
Anyways, I'm going to tell more about Old Fox on some other journal. But that I can tell to you that he is to me -> My captain. (inspiration to call him that comes from movie Dead poets society
)
It is he who I got to listen at first and that way to remember things he speaks of and tries to teach. Eventually I have learned more and now I feel it is time to begin sharing of what I have learned to be able to learn it even better. And Oh no, he is not teaching his own stuff but what he too is trying to learn from masterminds of world. He is just one who publicly gets to spotlight to teach all that. But more about him on some future journal.
So if you are upset that instead of vore stories and artwork made by others you will find yourself bombarded by journals about how I am winning my battle against depression and my invitation for you to join me on that. and if you don't want to read such or receive further notifications. Hit that -watch buttom above this journal.
See you again if you decide to change your mind, and in that case I will welcome you :3
For you others who decide to stay.
I intend to serve you from my whole heart and to make your time to read these journals worth of your time. At least most of the time. Perhaps that is too much of a coal but hey, we ough to start from somewhere!
That's enough for today. I wish you well. :3
Yeah I am, I had my rough times, but I am doing better now. Partly thanks to you, it was awesome to be able to connect with friends over long distances with skype and snail mail. It made those long distance friendships feel real, just like with us two. I hope that you are doing well there as well my friend.
I am sorry that I didn't reply sooner. I wasn't sure what to reply, and I had not expected you to notice this. - In a way I am happy that you did. Thank you for that.
And yeah, these dark places seem to haunt most of us. - I have got enough of it. Better if we no longer tolerate that as "normal"
Although we may be one of what you may be avoiding, we support your decision to avoid vore and its sibling topics. "Vore" can be psychologically damaging to one and we support their decision to avoid it.
What ever may be best for you, you do it, even if that means avoiding vore altogether, having a new set path like poetry, or not even being a furry anymore. We do find that many furries question their existence and question their want to even be a furry. We support them in what they would rather do. We will be happy to hear your stories about your fight against depression.
The sharing of ideas and insecurities is truly the secret to releasing the pressure, the overclock of depression. And you, frankly took it upon yourself to say that you will be changing your ways and if someone doesn't like it, you tell them, in a respectable manner, to unwatch. That is truly a grand improvement of any form of depression, the ability to reject and comprehend social pressures.
As kausza has mentioned, we will be glad to talk to you about your depression and your success.
We wish you the greatest forward and hope you are able to get through your troubles. Do what you must to improve your life-style, don't be afraid to make changes and good luck.
Vore is much like addiction to me and likely to many others. There are things that are important in life, and I just happened to come to realize that vore is not in my important list. Its now on list that is not important and not urgent as it ough to be.
I want to make sure that you and others understand it. I am and I will stay as Furry and Vorephile, even now. It just has been moved from top to near bottom of my priorities. ^^
Thank you for reading my journal and taking time to comment on many points of it. I appreciate it a lot.
We come from a different perspective, a different state of being. A long history that led to an abnormal form to that of common society. It has been an adventure from 2013, but even then it stems farther back. We've adopted a computer-governmental hierarchy format to assess our needs and wants. This hierarchy has been long established before our time and we have been improving upon it. If you do wish to learn more, we will gladly explain ourselves.
Our desire is to help others, give a new way of thinking, expand their intellect. To form a new society not based on hate and discrimination, but rather a society built on understanding, the future, acceptance and intellect. As thus none will progress in a hateful manner, hate pauses, it freezes progression of all.
Oh, and true, "vore" is quite an addiction to many, as you simply put it, "an escape from reality". Do not ever feel like you have to be either a furry or vorephile although. No one should enforce such actions upon you and you should stand up to that. Your dreams, desires and wants come before us. Although you state it is simply the bottom of priorities, we still will accept you as any if you do decide to.
You are welcome for us reading your journal. It was an interesting point of view. We gladly support you on your journey.