R.I.P sweet Chloe and me....
16 years ago
Dude, ok, so I had this dog named Chloe, right? and she was BEAUTIFUL. Tall, but rather anarexic cuz we never really made her eat her meals on time until we got Mackey. lol well... more HE made her eat on time by eating her food if she left it alone.
ANYWAYS, so, she died not too long ago of cancer...* pauses to hold back tears* R.I.P..... and I was thinking the other night how similar we are and how I kinda started feeling dead around the time she passed away. It's kinda scary how similar we are.... personality wise..... looks even..... I mean seriously. I even made a list. lol
1: we both dislike my step dad. She always ran around and skulked just around the corner and growled at him when he came over. I avoid getting within two feet of him at all costs.
2: we're both fairly obedient. most of the time, she'd do as she was told, and most of the time I do what I'm told. As long as it's someone who holds alpha points in my head. If not, sorry no dice. :3
3: We both have this habbit of "stealing" from our own kitchens. Whenever we'd leave something out on the counter, Chloe would go over, jump up, and eat it the moment she thought we weren't paying attention. lol I sneak around my kitchen and munch on whatever I feel like. ( sneaking especially when it's something that I'm not sure is being saved for dinner or what.)
4: We're both rather shy. She was always a little wary of new people, but as soon as someone I know seems comfortable with them, I cool down and relax too.
5: We're both naturally blonde. She had the most beautiful fur.... altho she shedded a lot. lol I loved her anyways. :3 *tear*
6: We're both friendly. We both love new people once we're comfortable. if we meet them in a setting that we're at home in, say my gramma's house, we're both more social and find it easier to get used to the person.
7: We're both very loving. Chloe, out of all my dogs, was the most loving dog I ever had. I cried a couple times, and both times she came over to me and started licking my cheeks and kinda whimpering at me, and trying to get me to play with her. :3 it made me happy. ( cuz like ten seconds earlier she had been growling at Mack to let her sleep.) lol
8: We're both all bark and no bite. I don't even remember how many times she growled at me, or how many things she tried to keep from me, but she never bit me. I could just reach right under her nose and take whatever it was back and she's just quit growling and look away. lol She almost bit my gramma once cuz she reached for something, but she never tried to bite me.... and I'm not dangerous except when I'm PMSing. lol THEN you can watch your back with good reason. other than that tho.... I'm all bark and no bite. :3
9: I started feeling dead around the time she died. I was always tired, always bored, didn't want to talk, didn't want to sleep, didn't want to do anything really.... just wanted to... be.
10: We both want WHAT we want WHEN we want it. lol gramma spoiled us both. :3 Always gave us what we wanted.
11: We both love to run. :3 you'd never know it from meeting me and hanging out with me right NOW, but dude, get me somewhere that's rather cool in temperature, at night, and give me a reason.... I am GONE!! lol and Chloe loved to go on runs with my grampa, and go on bike rides cuz we all rode our bikes really really fast. :3
12: We both got rather lazy at about the same rate as we got older. lol as I started getting less energetic, she started getting less energetic.
13: We both love attention, altho from talking to me or anything you'd never know it cuz of the way I deflect almost every bit that comes my way. lol
14: We both get excited when we see squirrels. X3 every time I see a squirrel, it's in my blood to point and shout " SQUIRREL!!! RICKY SQUIRRELL!" ( I had a friend named Ricky who was very hyper-squirrel like when my sister and I gave him our energy drink mixes.... lol X3)
15: We both loved it when my friend Dylan came. Whenever I heard Dylan was coming over, I got REALLY excited, and then when he'd get there, Macky didn't seem to like him too much at first, but Chloe and I were always right next to him when he came. :3 She would jump on him, and I would ask what he wanted to play while we waited for it to be his turn for Piano lessons. ( my gramma is a piano teacher. She taught me, Dylan, and his older sister piano.)
But you see why my fursona is called Chloe? She and I were one and the same.... with the slight difference of species... but gramma always said she thought she was human, and I've always thought I was a dog..... So yeah. In honor of Chloe, I am now Chloe. I even have her tags on my collar. :3 <3
So yeah. R.I.P sweet Chloe..... I'll miss you always. *sniffs her collar* it still smells like her... even has a few clumps of her fur attached. <3 gramma saw me string at it one night while I was there this summer and told me to take it home with me just before I asked. She's a mind reader, I swear! lol
<3 <3 <3 <3 Chloe <3 <3 <3 <3
ANYWAYS, so, she died not too long ago of cancer...* pauses to hold back tears* R.I.P..... and I was thinking the other night how similar we are and how I kinda started feeling dead around the time she passed away. It's kinda scary how similar we are.... personality wise..... looks even..... I mean seriously. I even made a list. lol
1: we both dislike my step dad. She always ran around and skulked just around the corner and growled at him when he came over. I avoid getting within two feet of him at all costs.
2: we're both fairly obedient. most of the time, she'd do as she was told, and most of the time I do what I'm told. As long as it's someone who holds alpha points in my head. If not, sorry no dice. :3
3: We both have this habbit of "stealing" from our own kitchens. Whenever we'd leave something out on the counter, Chloe would go over, jump up, and eat it the moment she thought we weren't paying attention. lol I sneak around my kitchen and munch on whatever I feel like. ( sneaking especially when it's something that I'm not sure is being saved for dinner or what.)
4: We're both rather shy. She was always a little wary of new people, but as soon as someone I know seems comfortable with them, I cool down and relax too.
5: We're both naturally blonde. She had the most beautiful fur.... altho she shedded a lot. lol I loved her anyways. :3 *tear*
6: We're both friendly. We both love new people once we're comfortable. if we meet them in a setting that we're at home in, say my gramma's house, we're both more social and find it easier to get used to the person.
7: We're both very loving. Chloe, out of all my dogs, was the most loving dog I ever had. I cried a couple times, and both times she came over to me and started licking my cheeks and kinda whimpering at me, and trying to get me to play with her. :3 it made me happy. ( cuz like ten seconds earlier she had been growling at Mack to let her sleep.) lol
8: We're both all bark and no bite. I don't even remember how many times she growled at me, or how many things she tried to keep from me, but she never bit me. I could just reach right under her nose and take whatever it was back and she's just quit growling and look away. lol She almost bit my gramma once cuz she reached for something, but she never tried to bite me.... and I'm not dangerous except when I'm PMSing. lol THEN you can watch your back with good reason. other than that tho.... I'm all bark and no bite. :3
9: I started feeling dead around the time she died. I was always tired, always bored, didn't want to talk, didn't want to sleep, didn't want to do anything really.... just wanted to... be.
10: We both want WHAT we want WHEN we want it. lol gramma spoiled us both. :3 Always gave us what we wanted.
11: We both love to run. :3 you'd never know it from meeting me and hanging out with me right NOW, but dude, get me somewhere that's rather cool in temperature, at night, and give me a reason.... I am GONE!! lol and Chloe loved to go on runs with my grampa, and go on bike rides cuz we all rode our bikes really really fast. :3
12: We both got rather lazy at about the same rate as we got older. lol as I started getting less energetic, she started getting less energetic.
13: We both love attention, altho from talking to me or anything you'd never know it cuz of the way I deflect almost every bit that comes my way. lol
14: We both get excited when we see squirrels. X3 every time I see a squirrel, it's in my blood to point and shout " SQUIRREL!!! RICKY SQUIRRELL!" ( I had a friend named Ricky who was very hyper-squirrel like when my sister and I gave him our energy drink mixes.... lol X3)
15: We both loved it when my friend Dylan came. Whenever I heard Dylan was coming over, I got REALLY excited, and then when he'd get there, Macky didn't seem to like him too much at first, but Chloe and I were always right next to him when he came. :3 She would jump on him, and I would ask what he wanted to play while we waited for it to be his turn for Piano lessons. ( my gramma is a piano teacher. She taught me, Dylan, and his older sister piano.)
But you see why my fursona is called Chloe? She and I were one and the same.... with the slight difference of species... but gramma always said she thought she was human, and I've always thought I was a dog..... So yeah. In honor of Chloe, I am now Chloe. I even have her tags on my collar. :3 <3
So yeah. R.I.P sweet Chloe..... I'll miss you always. *sniffs her collar* it still smells like her... even has a few clumps of her fur attached. <3 gramma saw me string at it one night while I was there this summer and told me to take it home with me just before I asked. She's a mind reader, I swear! lol
<3 <3 <3 <3 Chloe <3 <3 <3 <3
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