So i left this pretty outdated and never really bothered with much. But from now im gonna try and be a tad bit more active in the community, because ive noticed that you cant exactly commission artists regularly or get to know anyone by lurking constantly.

First off, im not the person i was before based on my last journal, im more independent than i used to be, but deep down i still seem to have a dependency in some way that i cant seem to shake, probably due to things in my past, could have had a lasting impact on my psychology. Anyway, Im doing pretty well, things have never been better for me and I am happily living with my mate now.

But my main reason for writing this is that i want to be a bit more part of the community, because someday i intend to give back to it with my metal working, so from this point on, Im going to try to contact artists that i know and love, artists that keep doing their thing for years and years, through the worst of life and fandom, through all the politics and drama, you guys who keep chugging along and posting your shit... you guys are an inspiration, you mean the world to people like me, who were once artists but never pursued it, who became artists in another field, for people who think like artists and appreciate the pieces.... you guys who keep pumping out pics, be it porn or SFW, sketches or full blown murals, from the MSpaint to the painterly masterpieces... you guys keep doing your thing, youre heroes

From now on i plan to make a special message to as many of you guys as i can, as many of them that im watching, weither i still like your shit or not, because i know someone out there truly appreciates what you do