This is the last journal I'll ever post on this site, I won't be removing it at a later date, it'll stay up for good.

I'm leaving.

Big surprirse, I'm sure. I've not been active on here for a couple months now, I think, I've kind of lost track of time. But I figured it'd be good to come out and actually say it to everyone who cares enough to read, so here I am, doing that. There are multiple reasons, I guess, none of them overly interesting to discuss.

To put it simple, I fucking hate this place, this site and this fandom. I hate what it's done to me, and I hate that I've let it all be done to me in the first place. Not all things that I've experienced in the fandom were bad, just most of them; the bad outweighs the good, and leaves a tangible mark that I can't look past. I suppose I should be glad, the experiences helped me grow as a person, somewhat, develop "skills" in writing and all that.

Was it worth it? I don't fucking know. Maybe.

I'm not really sad to be leaving, more, I don't know, indifferent; not even relieved. It's not a sudden decision, a spur of the moment thing, I've been planning it for a while. That's why I removed all the art from my gallery. The remaining stories will go too, soon enough. Feel free to unwatch me, and forget about me, preferably.

That's about it, really. I could throw around some more "fuck you"s but what's the point.

See you never again, I guess?