Thinking of starting to stream again
6 years ago
General
Not tonight, but soon I'm thinking of starting to stream again.
I'm tired of looking at a bare gallery.
Rather, what I mean is I have stuff there, obviously, but I seem to hardly post anything.
Streaming is one of the few things that helps me work, even if it's just a little bit more.
Ever since that ridiculous snafu a few years (!!) ago, and me getting kids, my ability to work has absolutely tanked.
While I do still work on stuff, it's way too slow going for my liking, and it's only on a few things.
I'm sure the people who are ~~STILL~~ waiting on stuff from me, such as the Seaduck, the kiriban(s), quite a few gifts I wanted to and should make, and just general new content have all but given up on and left me.
That's exactly what happened in the case of a few people.
It wasn't supposed to be like this. Especially not when at the time, I was doing so well and really starting to pump out some decent stuff.
I guess when certain people affect you, they affect you hard. Though I have a very important (long) journal about that matter, but it seems to be taking a lot longer than I thought it would.
But I don't want to just let things fade away. I ~DO~ want to make stuff, and so I will.
I know that there is usually never anyone in my streams. At least 90% of the time, it's just me for the entire stream.
When I started playing movies during my stream, I noticed I would get 1 or 2 people, but they were there for the movie.
But even with the movie, the last several times it was just me. That's fine, I got used to it long ago anyway.
I want to start streaming hopefully later this week, or sometime next week.
There are a few things I gotta do with this computer before I start doing any of that.
I'm tired of looking at a bare gallery.
Rather, what I mean is I have stuff there, obviously, but I seem to hardly post anything.
Streaming is one of the few things that helps me work, even if it's just a little bit more.
Ever since that ridiculous snafu a few years (!!) ago, and me getting kids, my ability to work has absolutely tanked.
While I do still work on stuff, it's way too slow going for my liking, and it's only on a few things.
I'm sure the people who are ~~STILL~~ waiting on stuff from me, such as the Seaduck, the kiriban(s), quite a few gifts I wanted to and should make, and just general new content have all but given up on and left me.
That's exactly what happened in the case of a few people.
It wasn't supposed to be like this. Especially not when at the time, I was doing so well and really starting to pump out some decent stuff.
I guess when certain people affect you, they affect you hard. Though I have a very important (long) journal about that matter, but it seems to be taking a lot longer than I thought it would.
But I don't want to just let things fade away. I ~DO~ want to make stuff, and so I will.
I know that there is usually never anyone in my streams. At least 90% of the time, it's just me for the entire stream.
When I started playing movies during my stream, I noticed I would get 1 or 2 people, but they were there for the movie.
But even with the movie, the last several times it was just me. That's fine, I got used to it long ago anyway.
I want to start streaming hopefully later this week, or sometime next week.
There are a few things I gotta do with this computer before I start doing any of that.
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I'M TRYING FOLKS. I REALLY AM.
Zex, you're a butt muffin. You suck at this.
thing i'm not real smart about is understanding why some people need an audience or a customer base, just to enjoy making things.
i'm kind of the other way around, but i'm sure its kind of obvious that over analyzing is the only perspective i have.
I still stream the way I would have even if I'm alone. Though now because of my kids, I have to jump up all the time.
Strange, I knew many of the things you've been giving me advice on long ago, but I guess after a bit I started to forget.
I started to care too much about what others think, and spent too much time and money catering to what they wanted.
But I've started to go back to how I think I used to be.
Yeah, it sucks be lonely, but I've... I've been here before. Thanks for caring man *hugs*