So the first dream i want to talk about is a strange one Now i dont normally talk about my dreams or look into them unless i have a similar or recurring dream. So im in a house, i've never been in this house before in fact at no point in this dream had i ever been anywhere in my life. So im in this house and like aliens begin to 'attack' but like they dont in the end, like everyone is panicking and preparing and then, nothing, its strange and then im in this tiny room with a door and two windows and like an art stand type deal ,and this shadow begins to t ry and get in through one of the windows but it cant get through the curtains it has to move the curtains out of the way to get in, then for some reason, im just like 'okay im tired of moving the curtains' and just let this thing in. What comes through isnt a shadow its like some sort of Reaper i cant explain the way it looked any other way and she said. 'You let me in?' and i replayed with 'Yeah i wasnt gonna keep moving the curtains back for the rest of forever' and then she just offered her hand to me. So i was just like 'okay' and took her hand then everything went black and white and the curtains disappeared and suddenly we climb out onto the fire escape and she begins to explain the world she lives in and its like a dystopia with magic and ghouls and monsters and things and i cant remember much after that other then we had to get something before someone else did.

This next dream was a bit more, normal if you can call it that, I die from something i cant remember what it was but i was given a second chance but its strange they say i can keep my old memories. Anyway, im given this body of a girl that just got choked out by her boyfriend she's young like 16-18. So i get into this body and its so, strange it feels so light and the lack of pain is off putting i feel like the room is spinning. I then get a flash of like a hospital and a doctor or two before i wind up in a small cabin, like, average bathroom size, kinda like the tiny room in the first dream, there is two windows and a door, but whats strange about this one is its absolutely filled with tarantula, well there were four or five of them in each corner of the wall opposite of the door, and they're black and white, the back wall seems to be black and white also


Now in both dreams there is death or something close to death, and black and white, now, none of this really makes any sense, death is usually correlated to change, either in a relationship (dear goddess i hope not) a job (like i've ever had a job in my life...) or the end of a chapter in my life, now those of you who know me, know that type of change isnt likely or even possible unless an almighty power intervenes seriously its that unlikely. now the tarantulas in my dream apparently can represent the "dark" side of my personality, but i mean come the fuck on, those of you who read my stories know i can be so dark, or they can represent a disappointing love affair or predict poor health, again i really fucking hope a love affair doesn't happen and i already fucking know my health is fucking shitty...Now, the main reason im concerned is my dreams have a tenancy to be...accurate what usually happens in my dreams matches something in my life that i can match up to a T is creepy, especially if similar or the same dream happens over and over again. Again what has me concerned this time around is i cant match these up...like at all, Now, the one thing i didnt mention above is that dreaming of a reaper figure can symbolize a bad omen or actual death which are the most likely,

In both dreams im calm about the situation like i was expecting it, like i had known these things would happen for a while, i felt content and at peace, like, things were gonna be okay even though, in the second dream i left so much behind and in the first one things were just way the fuck out of left field...idk im concerned and if i have another similar dream tonight i might start panicking and curl up in a corner in a blanket and cry i dont like change, i dont like the thought of any of my relationships ending, being friendships or mate, i dont like change unless its for the better, which it usually isnt, and i dont like the thought of death, as much as i hope it brings happiness at this point in my life, i have several people that i want to meet before death and from what they tell me, t hey'd miss me a lot so...i dont want to leave just yet...idk...i guess thanks for reading, have a nice day.