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6 years ago
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I know I've fallen somewhat since a few years ago.
Yeah, I stopped making as many journals, and compared to when I first got here, I have gotten better at what I do.
But maybe I've fallen a lot more than I thought?
My journals seem to have gotten more and more... desperate? Submissions are nowhere to be found.
I think I make even more people angry than before.
Not like I'm trying to, mind you.
This was one of the reasons I decided against making as many journals.
They are starting to sound more like incoherent rambling and self-depreciation than anything else.
And good luck trying to get the attention of or trying to talk to anyone.
The last conversation I had ended with the guy "needing to leave" a few minutes after we started talking.
He had just gotten on a minute before that, and I had been trying to talk to this person for years.
Should I just stop journals altogether? I still have at least 1 or two important big ones.
*sigh* I'll just go to bed. I gotta go to work in 5 hours.
Yeah, I stopped making as many journals, and compared to when I first got here, I have gotten better at what I do.
But maybe I've fallen a lot more than I thought?
My journals seem to have gotten more and more... desperate? Submissions are nowhere to be found.
I think I make even more people angry than before.
Not like I'm trying to, mind you.
This was one of the reasons I decided against making as many journals.
They are starting to sound more like incoherent rambling and self-depreciation than anything else.
And good luck trying to get the attention of or trying to talk to anyone.
The last conversation I had ended with the guy "needing to leave" a few minutes after we started talking.
He had just gotten on a minute before that, and I had been trying to talk to this person for years.
Should I just stop journals altogether? I still have at least 1 or two important big ones.
*sigh* I'll just go to bed. I gotta go to work in 5 hours.
journals are one of those suit yourself but don't worry about it
I was trying to find ways for quite some time now for motivation to come back, kick in, happen, etc.
But it's clear it's not happening, or happening far too slowly. I didn't want to force anything though and be miserable and have my work suffer for it.
But I'm gonna have to do something else it seems. But more stuff is coming.