well here we are...been a while and it has been a very trying and rough road my friends...but those details will wait...first things first....


guys sorry I have been away for so long but the following will shed some light as to what gives and what I am doing right now....

To my commissioners

I still have you in mind and heart but, due to the information loss on my last HD I am having difficulties getting all the info back, a huge crack down the mother board caused more damage and loss of info and hard files was way more than i expected so that in a nutshell makes it quite the task, I am trying to fit in your owed pics and will do so as best as I am able, but like i said my responsibilities must come first.

i am aware how this has affected you all and understand your frustrations with all this and I do not blame you, but I am working my best to get these pics owed to you and will do soon as to the best of my abilities I have

now I am aware of the other wing it info on the journals here in FA so that info is current and for the moment unchanged. I will get to those as best and as soon as I can a well.



to my watchers and supporters

all of you have known how things have been with and as it would happen, my life took a more intense turn. My grandmother is need of my care around the clock, plus she has early signs of dementia and she is nursing a broken leg, so needless to say I work and I take care of my grandma. I make no bones about it my family and my responsibility to keep these bills paid and this roof over my head come first.

My mothers death hit me hard...real hard..it put me in a severe bout of depression which required psychiatric help ( they put me on zoloft...i kept hearing an orchestra outside of my head on the left side yea......that was not part of the plan ) and also put me in a situation where i had to make some real hard choices...and I do not have any regrets on that.

what I do regret is having these real inconvenient computer issues making my access to the internet and getting work done for commissions next to impossible, so trust when I say I fell your frustrations.

I am the sole bread winner in the house so my monthly bills all together run about 2.500.00...I pay all that myself for family and family care. So paying all that has made saving money very difficult.

So as you can see I have not gone, just been kept away by circumstances that were hard to control.

am I back?

eeehhh....more kind of like you will get a journal here and there, I may upload an owed pic because I cannot find the owners and if that happens I will explain the details. but i will pop in as I can, once i fix these owed pics and get things settled then I will see. but for the moment, I am semi lurker/poster right now.

oh and before I forget, this computer I am on is literally a dinosaur I thinks its running windows vista from back in the day, well its all I got and the poor thing does its best so long as I do not open to many windows. I went looking in my notes page and every time I do this the system acts up and either freezes or just plain kicks me of the internet, I will keep using the journal page for now and once I fix this lil prob I will try to answer those notes.

so for now do not note me just yet.


I still love you all so much and hope that you all are having the greatest of days... I will be back soon with another update till then....
Peace..