so much has changed for me, I plan to keep the name Dragoomy after all. But when I think about who/what my fursone should be I don't even know anymore WHAT I am.

I don't use the wingless Charizard anymore really, kind of feel like I'm not personally connected with her anymore, because my life has changed and become something so much better she as she is is no longer 'desired'.
But when I think of other characters and designs nothing really seems to 'stick' with me like she had for so long but have fallen out of use with.

The only character that really seems to have a personal resonances with me is my Dutch Angel Dragon Quiver. But that Dutchie is a He, and I go by female pronouns as well as the name Dragoomy. My sig I use for my art has his artificial eye with my name, but should I just make him my sona from now on or what?

Make a different version of him to use that's female? I honestly have no idea what to do anymore when it comes to 'self personification'
I don't even know what I am inside anymore, what my real fursona is. Things come and go and I change so much so often...sigh..