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So, health. (away for more than a month)
6 years ago
Where to begin?
I usually do not consider myself to be interesting enough to anyone to give them any heads up about any longer hiatus or anything of the kind, but then again, there might be people who are interested after all. I'm not one to air my dirty laundry in public, so I'll make this short.
For the past 3-5 years, I've been having a really rough time. Some might recall another journal entry from 3 years ago. That was when the entire thing became unbearable. The past 3 years have been a long process of seeing doctors, getting surgery, seeing therapists, going to a day hospital, seeing more therapists, getting medicated, getting sick from those, dropping out of medication again, which all lead to tomorrow, the 2nd of May.
Then, for the first time in my life, I will be admitted to rehab; something I hope marks the final stretch in a race I have been taking part in for far longer than I am comfortable with. The past couple of years have been so confusing, have taken so much of my energy and motivation. Being diagnosed with recurring depression, having somatic issues which required surgery, being diagnosed with ADHD, being on sick leave for almost a year now, and so much more...
To round it up, my mother in law has collapsed today and been put into coma for her own safety. I have no words to describe how I feel about this. Not yet.
///TL;DR///
The main reason I write this, is to let you know, that I won't be around for at least 6 weeks.
That's all.
Take care everyone, and may life be kind to all of us.
I usually do not consider myself to be interesting enough to anyone to give them any heads up about any longer hiatus or anything of the kind, but then again, there might be people who are interested after all. I'm not one to air my dirty laundry in public, so I'll make this short.
For the past 3-5 years, I've been having a really rough time. Some might recall another journal entry from 3 years ago. That was when the entire thing became unbearable. The past 3 years have been a long process of seeing doctors, getting surgery, seeing therapists, going to a day hospital, seeing more therapists, getting medicated, getting sick from those, dropping out of medication again, which all lead to tomorrow, the 2nd of May.
Then, for the first time in my life, I will be admitted to rehab; something I hope marks the final stretch in a race I have been taking part in for far longer than I am comfortable with. The past couple of years have been so confusing, have taken so much of my energy and motivation. Being diagnosed with recurring depression, having somatic issues which required surgery, being diagnosed with ADHD, being on sick leave for almost a year now, and so much more...
To round it up, my mother in law has collapsed today and been put into coma for her own safety. I have no words to describe how I feel about this. Not yet.
///TL;DR///
The main reason I write this, is to let you know, that I won't be around for at least 6 weeks.
That's all.
Take care everyone, and may life be kind to all of us.
