So 6 mouths ago a friend noticed I was in depression and manias he made me go to the hospital and I found out i was bipolar....... it was the most heart brakeing moments of my life and id thought I'd never be able to cope with it but here I am 6 mouths later still alive but in lots of pain and it getting worse trough stress.... I'm really scared... if lost friends and only a few stay by my side I really need friends to help me try be myself but not meany friends care for me and just ignore me now days... just cos I'm bipolar don't mean I'm still a amazing friend.... I just wish I had more friends to support me Insted of turn against me this past month I lost 2 friends cos thay now hate me cos I'm bipolar.... some people really don't care in this world and it's just driving me closer to a higher chance of me killing myself.... I'm so scared right now I'm alone and in pain i need help.... :(