First off, I wanted to apologize to all my friends. I... haven't been much a good friend lately. All of you have been really good friends that I don't deserve sometimes. All I ever wanna do is repay you all for your kindness, and I feel like... all I do is use you guys. And for some, I haven't been even chatting with at all. So, I wanted to say I'm sorry. I just wanna make you all happy the best I can.

As for what has been happening, tomorrow is my birthday. I mostly don't want anything from you guys. I just want is your love and affection, cause... I love you guys, even if I don't seem like it at times.

And finally, I'm back on my SSI. I will be getting my checks like normally, and start tomorrow, I'll be getting foodstamps. Hopefully, I can use this money to help fix myself up ever so slightly, and continue to get you guys gifts whenever I can. Thank you all for being here for me.