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UPDATE 2019
6 years ago
Hey all I would like to give a formal update about my art status and life update!
Many of you know I have been having an uphill battle with my mental health and have pretty much quit art since my suicide attempt back in October.
I have been put on and off medications, have been getting far in progress but then someone happens usually with my mental health facility causing a halt.
Also being put on and taken off meds which take about 3 months to get used to, is not good and physically my body has been wonky.
Let alone my mental stability, which also being on the really high end of the testosterone scale (like I'm above 111 rip) it has been a mental hell.
Well, good news! I finally after months and months of struggling, I found a doctor that takes my case seriously. So seriously in fact she is pointing out things that are very not normal that I was told not to worry about (constant mild shaking like a Chihuahua, jaw clenching, hot flashes, severe irritability) and problems I was told would take months/ years to resolve, or never could be resolved, she has gotten done for me in a matter of WEEKS!
I haven't felt this hopeful in a long ass time.
Because now I have a medical professional that ACTUALLY has my back and is forcing other medical places that have been neglecting their job to do their end and has already gotten one individual fired for the malpractice against me.
She also cares so much that she personally does a wellness call on me almost everyday as she knows how manic this whole situation has made my mental state. Pushing me to work out, and giving me just life tips.
So with this being said, it won't be SOON like this month by any means BUT.
I'm going to get back into the art scene. It is a huge part of my life and I really need it back.
I've been self doodling from time to time but never past really the sketch as focus is still an issue.
BUT
When I get put on my meds and so on again and get the stuff I need to function a normal daily life. I'mma finish owed art, which is just one piece.
Then after a few drawings I want to open back up for commissions! Probably just YCHAS at first c: !
Aaaannndddd I also have learned how to make fursuits! I have one in the process now, and when it's done may sell as a premade, but I'mma be making fursuits now as well! So when I open up shop I may be offering premades as well!!
Wish me luck fluffs! I need all the support I can get!
I can't wait to be a happy healthy me again
Many of you know I have been having an uphill battle with my mental health and have pretty much quit art since my suicide attempt back in October.
I have been put on and off medications, have been getting far in progress but then someone happens usually with my mental health facility causing a halt.
Also being put on and taken off meds which take about 3 months to get used to, is not good and physically my body has been wonky.
Let alone my mental stability, which also being on the really high end of the testosterone scale (like I'm above 111 rip) it has been a mental hell.
Well, good news! I finally after months and months of struggling, I found a doctor that takes my case seriously. So seriously in fact she is pointing out things that are very not normal that I was told not to worry about (constant mild shaking like a Chihuahua, jaw clenching, hot flashes, severe irritability) and problems I was told would take months/ years to resolve, or never could be resolved, she has gotten done for me in a matter of WEEKS!
I haven't felt this hopeful in a long ass time.
Because now I have a medical professional that ACTUALLY has my back and is forcing other medical places that have been neglecting their job to do their end and has already gotten one individual fired for the malpractice against me.
She also cares so much that she personally does a wellness call on me almost everyday as she knows how manic this whole situation has made my mental state. Pushing me to work out, and giving me just life tips.
So with this being said, it won't be SOON like this month by any means BUT.
I'm going to get back into the art scene. It is a huge part of my life and I really need it back.
I've been self doodling from time to time but never past really the sketch as focus is still an issue.
BUT
When I get put on my meds and so on again and get the stuff I need to function a normal daily life. I'mma finish owed art, which is just one piece.
Then after a few drawings I want to open back up for commissions! Probably just YCHAS at first c: !
Aaaannndddd I also have learned how to make fursuits! I have one in the process now, and when it's done may sell as a premade, but I'mma be making fursuits now as well! So when I open up shop I may be offering premades as well!!
Wish me luck fluffs! I need all the support I can get!
I can't wait to be a happy healthy me again
Seriously, though, keep working out so you can bench me when we meet next time and it'll be a good time for everyone. Especially with all that testosterone.
Anyways, happy you didn't die, or whatever.
Keep up the art!