Thank you everyone for the kind messages. It is sad what happened but, I honestly can't say I am surprised from how his health had been slowly going down hill the last few months.

I am happy that he is no longer in pain and he can finally take that good long rest he needed. He truly was such an adorable pup, he had this face that just made you want to give him all your food lol. My whole family has kinda come to accept it over the last couple days, but the first day was definitely hard.

I feel a lot better as well because im not stressing about trying to help my mom afford his medication, or if today is going to be the day I get the bad news or just...anything like that, you know?

I was put a little in the hole though from that unexpected $220 so I will be taking some commissions to help me out on that end so if you would like to help, that would be great.

Again, thank you guys, I am pretty ok now, still got my sad moment, but I think im ok :)