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"It was like two colors existed - deep black and the red of the fire" I can't remember, I don't understand, is it malice that makes you this way?
Carry it with you 'til someone forgives you, I laugh 'cuz there's nothing to say. Okay...so...FA...here's update number 1. Life in itself has been overall pretty good to me. No complaints there. Well...minus being single with questionable sexuality again, but that's too personal to talk about here. Let's just say...I'm really starting to lose my interest. Anywho...
Work is work I'm afraid...it at least is paying well. Can't say that it hasn't or else you wouldn't be able to have seen me with that brand new set of wheels. THAT'S what I bought a few months ago that no one saw...no one guessed. No problemo...now you know! The More You Know!
As you can probably tell...hardly any new pictures. All of my content these days is on YouTube! Why? I don't know...I guess the creative inspiration just decided to bite me on videography and music again. Which...let me just say this...HOLY SHIT Y'ALL! Blue On Black blew the fuck up! A SUIT DUB!! Must remind myself to do more songs like this.
Okay, yeah, it is a pretty damn good little song. Five Finger Death Punch did it justice to cover it. Speaking of which, those four covers in such a short time on YouTube. Long story...a very long story. I'm just not even going to touch it. Remember how I said that being single with questionable sexuality was "too personal"? Yeah, it's something like that...only this one has blood in it. A lot of it...from my own body...
Okay furs, let me answer one burning question...Why? Why Don't I do Furcons. Because I went to one last year. My first one. My ONLY one. I decided I'd dip my toes into the water and then strip and just jump the fuck in, cannonball and see how it went. Howler's Eve 2018. When they say it's a small con, they ain't fucking lying. And really, I have nothing good to say about this con in this journal. I really don't. I enjoyed what was there, content wise, but locale...? Fucking Hell, did you locals absolutely HAVE to have this damn shenanigan where I had to go through...what...four fucking roundabouts? You NC State Engineers need to actually use something called "Common Sense" when designing highways and thoroughfairs...fuck! Outside of locale, what else is there to complain about except the roommates! I'm no longer opening rooms up to just anyone. I invited a 19 year old in and he wouldn't stop with the outbursts...and a 30 something other fur...a girl mind you...who ironically enough...couldn't get the fuck off of me! And here I thought me having spells of wanting to screw was bad. Oh no...that which I had to put up with was to the nth degree! And that's outside of fact that she attempted to prevent me from going about some activities all because she didn't deem them safe enough or because this was a "PG rated con". That's the lamest sack of bullshit I have ever heard. So you're going to tell me that they're going to monitor me in my room, the con staff (not hotel staff - even though that has not been too entirely ruled out), and make sure that I either don't touch myself or someone else or else I get kicked out because it's in my room and not on the floor, like every other good fur should keep it? In the goddamn rooms!? What next, are you going to monitor my breathing and make sure that I'm inhaling and exhaling at proper times because if I don't, then I'm wasting oxygen that YOUR pompous ass could be using? HA! Whatever.
To said fur...you wonder why so many local furs have problems with you. Because I saw it first hand, I still saw it first hand even AFTER the con. MONTHS AFTER the con.
I may reconsider conventions, but at this time, they are not worth travel woes...nearly a thousand dollars or more in expenses, and in the case of my friend who went to FWA last year and came back home and found out he had contracted HIV because of some sick fuck who didn't protect themselves...NOT worth my time. The con itself was good overall. A good concept...well worth the sponsorship level when you know at the dance that they play your song you requested and furs around you are liking your choice. Now THAT'S a damn good reason to come back to a con like that. Because a musician like yourself knows how to think out of the box...but when you consider the traveling, the roommates, even myself making the mistake of overfinancing my wallet thinking that I'd have to have a little extra on hand just because it's a con...no you know what...I say no more. I think I've made my point. Fur cons are NOT my thing. Suddenly something I've said for years...has a little meat on its bones and doesn't seem so out there...now does it?
I'll return for part 2...for whomever reads this, you'll want to read the next part. I'm including a story from last year that I hadn't shared yet that led up to something you have seen today on YouTube. I'll also go into gaming on the Xbox and how that's going, and quite a little bit more. But for now...Thank you a lot guys for reading...Stay Too...SWEET!
Work is work I'm afraid...it at least is paying well. Can't say that it hasn't or else you wouldn't be able to have seen me with that brand new set of wheels. THAT'S what I bought a few months ago that no one saw...no one guessed. No problemo...now you know! The More You Know!
As you can probably tell...hardly any new pictures. All of my content these days is on YouTube! Why? I don't know...I guess the creative inspiration just decided to bite me on videography and music again. Which...let me just say this...HOLY SHIT Y'ALL! Blue On Black blew the fuck up! A SUIT DUB!! Must remind myself to do more songs like this.
Okay, yeah, it is a pretty damn good little song. Five Finger Death Punch did it justice to cover it. Speaking of which, those four covers in such a short time on YouTube. Long story...a very long story. I'm just not even going to touch it. Remember how I said that being single with questionable sexuality was "too personal"? Yeah, it's something like that...only this one has blood in it. A lot of it...from my own body...
Okay furs, let me answer one burning question...Why? Why Don't I do Furcons. Because I went to one last year. My first one. My ONLY one. I decided I'd dip my toes into the water and then strip and just jump the fuck in, cannonball and see how it went. Howler's Eve 2018. When they say it's a small con, they ain't fucking lying. And really, I have nothing good to say about this con in this journal. I really don't. I enjoyed what was there, content wise, but locale...? Fucking Hell, did you locals absolutely HAVE to have this damn shenanigan where I had to go through...what...four fucking roundabouts? You NC State Engineers need to actually use something called "Common Sense" when designing highways and thoroughfairs...fuck! Outside of locale, what else is there to complain about except the roommates! I'm no longer opening rooms up to just anyone. I invited a 19 year old in and he wouldn't stop with the outbursts...and a 30 something other fur...a girl mind you...who ironically enough...couldn't get the fuck off of me! And here I thought me having spells of wanting to screw was bad. Oh no...that which I had to put up with was to the nth degree! And that's outside of fact that she attempted to prevent me from going about some activities all because she didn't deem them safe enough or because this was a "PG rated con". That's the lamest sack of bullshit I have ever heard. So you're going to tell me that they're going to monitor me in my room, the con staff (not hotel staff - even though that has not been too entirely ruled out), and make sure that I either don't touch myself or someone else or else I get kicked out because it's in my room and not on the floor, like every other good fur should keep it? In the goddamn rooms!? What next, are you going to monitor my breathing and make sure that I'm inhaling and exhaling at proper times because if I don't, then I'm wasting oxygen that YOUR pompous ass could be using? HA! Whatever.
To said fur...you wonder why so many local furs have problems with you. Because I saw it first hand, I still saw it first hand even AFTER the con. MONTHS AFTER the con.
I may reconsider conventions, but at this time, they are not worth travel woes...nearly a thousand dollars or more in expenses, and in the case of my friend who went to FWA last year and came back home and found out he had contracted HIV because of some sick fuck who didn't protect themselves...NOT worth my time. The con itself was good overall. A good concept...well worth the sponsorship level when you know at the dance that they play your song you requested and furs around you are liking your choice. Now THAT'S a damn good reason to come back to a con like that. Because a musician like yourself knows how to think out of the box...but when you consider the traveling, the roommates, even myself making the mistake of overfinancing my wallet thinking that I'd have to have a little extra on hand just because it's a con...no you know what...I say no more. I think I've made my point. Fur cons are NOT my thing. Suddenly something I've said for years...has a little meat on its bones and doesn't seem so out there...now does it?
I'll return for part 2...for whomever reads this, you'll want to read the next part. I'm including a story from last year that I hadn't shared yet that led up to something you have seen today on YouTube. I'll also go into gaming on the Xbox and how that's going, and quite a little bit more. But for now...Thank you a lot guys for reading...Stay Too...SWEET!
