not to be lewd or anything, but (idk where else to write this; as a post? here? idk)

(i hope this is alright to post)

(idk what site to post this on, so posting it here)

tfw you want somebody to fuck you and pleasure you, but a) you've got anxiety, b) are demiromantic & demisexual*, & c) really only prefer having sex (& can prob only have sex) w/ people you're in love w/. OTL (& d) don't really know how or where to meet people)

(*demiromantic/sexual: need to have an emotional bond first w/ the person/people in order to develop romantic/sexual attraction towards them)

can't buy sex toys either bc i dont have any money of my own