Is this... depression???
6 years ago
LIKE. I’ve never really thought about myself having this or living with it but. I’m also realizing that I never really thought of myself having anxiety.
I know everyone experiences it differently but I’m just noticing a lot about myself and like over reflecting. I just like... get so damn stressed about stuff that I shut down and don’t feel up for anything?? Like basic needs and taking care of myself are getting lax and I just overall like see myself not caring??? But how.
How do fix??
I know I just need to do stuff right like get it done but then I flip that I didn’t deliver. Like I really wanted to produce more art this week than I actually did. And instead of working today like I should be. (Well I guess this isn’t nothing) I’m helping friends like pack their apartments and decorating their grad caps.
Idk if these are even real problems this is more of a vent confusion journal BUT HEY.
Anyway thanks sweet Bunns for just sticking around and being like super freaking nice 😭😭
I know everyone experiences it differently but I’m just noticing a lot about myself and like over reflecting. I just like... get so damn stressed about stuff that I shut down and don’t feel up for anything?? Like basic needs and taking care of myself are getting lax and I just overall like see myself not caring??? But how.
How do fix??
I know I just need to do stuff right like get it done but then I flip that I didn’t deliver. Like I really wanted to produce more art this week than I actually did. And instead of working today like I should be. (Well I guess this isn’t nothing) I’m helping friends like pack their apartments and decorating their grad caps.
Idk if these are even real problems this is more of a vent confusion journal BUT HEY.
Anyway thanks sweet Bunns for just sticking around and being like super freaking nice 😭😭
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