Well, the title already says a lot.

I really would like to get some art of my characters to cheer me up when I'm not feeling well.

"You draw a lot of stuff, so draw them yourself!"
Well, good argument, but some of you may know that my head's kinda messed up and I start feeling bad when I spend too much time on art for myself. It's way to complicated to explain it now but it's a serious problem for me.

"There are many artists out there, offering commissions. Ask them!"
That's another complicated thing... my favorite artists either don't do commissions at all, don't like to draw wht I'm looking for or I simply can't afford their art ^^;
I keep looking up the same artists with the same frustrating results, so I'm writing this journal to see if anybody can point me towards some artists I haven't discovered yet. (on FA or elsewhere)

What I'm looking for:
- artists who like to draw male, human characters
- artists willing to draw gore (no candy gore please ><)
- should be open for commissions/trades/whatever every now and then

.... well... that's basically already it. ._.
Looking at it, it sounds so easy but somehow I fail to find someone to draw my messed up characters.

Thanks in advance for your help! <3