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6 years ago
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Yeah it's been a while since I posted an update huh?
A lot of things have been happening. Some good and a lot of bad it seems recently.
One of the good things, is something I dont wanna discuss until I know things will be better down the line. Plus I know I have some watchers that may go and tell other friends of mine. So i'm keeping hush hush. To a degree. I'll say this much, I have a friend that is going to be moving in state and I'm going to be getting a place to live with them.
Parents...now that is another thing. My mom already has a hard time getting around. She has for a few years. Well a few days ago...my dad landed himself in the "cant get around well" boat as well. He had a heart attack. Followed by a massive heart attack a day later.
He was in the hospital for a few days, and is back home on medication.
This has put into perspective that I really need to watch them.
Work wise....I'm gonna try to go to part time around July.
With all that is happening with my family right now, I need to be here for them. And I already had been driven into a corner at work due to what a manager said to me.
Its sad. Because its not just because of what was going on with my parents, I'd already been planning to get off full time. I'm gonna look for another part time job to help pay bills. But still.
My family and my mental health come before me being available all the time.
I've been so stressed out for the last few months. I wasn't eating right. I wasn't sleeping good for a while.
OH. But thats the other thing I'm doing now.
I've stopped drinking pop all together. I learned just how badly I was addicted to caffeine. The first initial week of me going off it, was hell. But now I'm off it, aside from an occasional Five Hour Energy shot.
Oh and imagine that! Since I've got off caffeine? Guess who is getting more sleep and falling asleep around noon or 1 instead of 3 or 4? :)
I'm just...right now with all that has been happening..my mental state isn't really dead, but I'm to the point where I'm exhausted. Not physically, but mentally.
A lot of things have been happening. Some good and a lot of bad it seems recently.
One of the good things, is something I dont wanna discuss until I know things will be better down the line. Plus I know I have some watchers that may go and tell other friends of mine. So i'm keeping hush hush. To a degree. I'll say this much, I have a friend that is going to be moving in state and I'm going to be getting a place to live with them.
Parents...now that is another thing. My mom already has a hard time getting around. She has for a few years. Well a few days ago...my dad landed himself in the "cant get around well" boat as well. He had a heart attack. Followed by a massive heart attack a day later.
He was in the hospital for a few days, and is back home on medication.
This has put into perspective that I really need to watch them.
Work wise....I'm gonna try to go to part time around July.
With all that is happening with my family right now, I need to be here for them. And I already had been driven into a corner at work due to what a manager said to me.
Its sad. Because its not just because of what was going on with my parents, I'd already been planning to get off full time. I'm gonna look for another part time job to help pay bills. But still.
My family and my mental health come before me being available all the time.
I've been so stressed out for the last few months. I wasn't eating right. I wasn't sleeping good for a while.
OH. But thats the other thing I'm doing now.
I've stopped drinking pop all together. I learned just how badly I was addicted to caffeine. The first initial week of me going off it, was hell. But now I'm off it, aside from an occasional Five Hour Energy shot.
Oh and imagine that! Since I've got off caffeine? Guess who is getting more sleep and falling asleep around noon or 1 instead of 3 or 4? :)
I'm just...right now with all that has been happening..my mental state isn't really dead, but I'm to the point where I'm exhausted. Not physically, but mentally.
