A look-back on before.
6 years ago
I just wanted to get this off of my chest. I basically took a look at my previous journal entries and whatnot, I could not help but just cringe a little over them. I never knew that last year, and before, I was really cringy and clingy. What's worse it, I felt like I was popular, but knowing that I wasn't because I just joined the Furry Fandom 2 years ago. Overtime, we take a look back at what we may have done in our lives. We may laugh, or cringe, but for me, I wish it was all for laughs. It's just mostly cringe-worthy stuff.
Most are just mostly about little and unimportant situations, that (possibly) no one would even care about, and isn't much of a big deal. Sometimes I wonder to myself, why did I do this, and why did I think it was a good idea? Would anyone care? Probably not. But that's fine. You don't have to care. Some were some serious situations, but Idk if I did the right thing talking about it, or not. I guess it mostly depends.
Maybe I just wanted to keep you guys updated, and I mean those who are interested in my artwork, and wanted to see more. I don't mean to single anyone out, but...you know, if you catch my drift in what I said.
I am honestly disgusted and ashamed of the cringy journal entries I have done, and I honestly hop to not make more again. Forgive me for talking about this, but it's better to let it off of my chest than keep it. It isn't mentally and emotionally healthy at all.
Most are just mostly about little and unimportant situations, that (possibly) no one would even care about, and isn't much of a big deal. Sometimes I wonder to myself, why did I do this, and why did I think it was a good idea? Would anyone care? Probably not. But that's fine. You don't have to care. Some were some serious situations, but Idk if I did the right thing talking about it, or not. I guess it mostly depends.
Maybe I just wanted to keep you guys updated, and I mean those who are interested in my artwork, and wanted to see more. I don't mean to single anyone out, but...you know, if you catch my drift in what I said.
I am honestly disgusted and ashamed of the cringy journal entries I have done, and I honestly hop to not make more again. Forgive me for talking about this, but it's better to let it off of my chest than keep it. It isn't mentally and emotionally healthy at all.
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I’m embarrassed by pretty much everything I’ve done in the past.
It’s hard to stop feeling inadequate and no one I guess :/