The moon is beautiful tonight.
So bright... It's almost like twilight with as bright as it has been the last couple of days.
The moon and I... perhaps we have a special connection?
I want to just be at peace when I see the full moon.



Listen...
Rather than wait until certain journals who knows how long away, I'll go ahead and say a few things.

I have flaws. I make mistakes. I didn't try to hide them or say I didn't. If anything, I talked about them openly often.
Sometimes the things I might say are a little weird or even unintelligible. I'm sorry for that.

When I started making journals, it was supposed to be a backup of my thoughts and philosophies. I planned to archive them, and use them to further understand and enhance my philosophies.
Looking at them instead, it's almost like I've been further descending into insanity and anger.

That is not the case.
I don't want that to happen.

I'm nearly "done" with journals, so I don't have too much more to make.
Still, I wanted to say this. Now, I'm going to attempt to quiet my kids and actually go to sleep at a decent time.





Oh, glorious moon.
Please help me to find my way...