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Update regarding BBA
6 years ago
Hey everyone, this is Axel. I am making this note on behalf of Kay. If you follow Kay on DA, then you may have already read her journal update regarding her health, if not, I will simple post the contents here for you guys. It was mostly meant for DA, but she asked me to post it here as well.
Hello friends and followers of BBA,
I am so sorry for my long silence. I see so many kind and supportive messages left for me. I really hope I didn't worry anyone too badly. You are so sweet to care about my wellbeing and for that I thank you with my whole heart.
I have been struggling so very hard to keep my head above water. In such a state of fear and panic, my sole focus has been on survival. I have been unable to come on to DA to post an update, despite the important role that working on this project plays in my life.
As you may have surmised, my condition has drastically worsened since my last update. You may also recall in August 2017 I made a similar journal entry, putting the comic on hiatus while I tended to my severe health crisis. I have a very aggressive disease that I worked hard over the past 2 years to get into a "remission"-like state, so that I could function normally.
All in all, 2018 was a good year. Especially starting in May of 2018, I really started to get back to living as normal and functioning human being with very minimal daily suffering. The last few months of 2018 were nearly perfect. I found within myself a whole, spirited person again rather the ghost I'd been living as.
Unfortunately, at the beginning of 2019, something went wrong and it all began to fall apart. Slowly at first, and then rapidly.
I just want to say that I miss you, and I am working hard, to fight this again and get my life back. So desperately I want to do be able to do again the things I enjoy.
Remember that post from August 2017. Because I was very sick, and I came back from that. And I am that sick again, maybe even sicker now but I was able to come back before. I think, I hope, I can do it again.
Thank you so very much for the wishes you leave me, and for your continued support through the tumultuous times Ive had over the past couple years.
I love you, and I love what we have spent years making together in the form of the BBA.
Please enjoy your summer for me. Appreciate and take care of your health. It's amazing what we take for granted...
~Kay
Hello friends and followers of BBA,
I am so sorry for my long silence. I see so many kind and supportive messages left for me. I really hope I didn't worry anyone too badly. You are so sweet to care about my wellbeing and for that I thank you with my whole heart.
I have been struggling so very hard to keep my head above water. In such a state of fear and panic, my sole focus has been on survival. I have been unable to come on to DA to post an update, despite the important role that working on this project plays in my life.
As you may have surmised, my condition has drastically worsened since my last update. You may also recall in August 2017 I made a similar journal entry, putting the comic on hiatus while I tended to my severe health crisis. I have a very aggressive disease that I worked hard over the past 2 years to get into a "remission"-like state, so that I could function normally.
All in all, 2018 was a good year. Especially starting in May of 2018, I really started to get back to living as normal and functioning human being with very minimal daily suffering. The last few months of 2018 were nearly perfect. I found within myself a whole, spirited person again rather the ghost I'd been living as.
Unfortunately, at the beginning of 2019, something went wrong and it all began to fall apart. Slowly at first, and then rapidly.
I just want to say that I miss you, and I am working hard, to fight this again and get my life back. So desperately I want to do be able to do again the things I enjoy.
Remember that post from August 2017. Because I was very sick, and I came back from that. And I am that sick again, maybe even sicker now but I was able to come back before. I think, I hope, I can do it again.
Thank you so very much for the wishes you leave me, and for your continued support through the tumultuous times Ive had over the past couple years.
I love you, and I love what we have spent years making together in the form of the BBA.
Please enjoy your summer for me. Appreciate and take care of your health. It's amazing what we take for granted...
~Kay
While I don't know what exactly you're up against (and I'm not asking, don't worry!) I know that the human body can overcome incredible things and who knows, perhaps (and hopefully) you'll come out even stronger than before on the other side! Fingers crossed!
At least I hope that all the online love and support you receive will help, just a little bit, on your health as well somehow <3
All my hope and best wishes to you <3
-Moka
I am concerned that it all came back, not sure what it means...