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6 years ago
~♫♫ It's a race, a race for rats; A race for rats to die ♫♫~ Man I really think working so much was depressing me, because just knowing I'm getting more time off is giving me so much energy (ง •̀ω•́)ง✧
I've gotten most of what I owe done, just gotta finish up coloring and stuff. I've also been finishing up unrelated projects that I've had sitting around for awhile ! I also have a new character idea, another cabat but this time with a bob tail haha they're all going to be sisters I think. Makes the most sense anyway. Thinking about selling of Velvet and Nera, I never really use em and I don't really relate to the designs anymore. Plus I never made backstory or anything so I'm not really attached at all ╮(╯∀╰)╭ Plus I need more characters that aren't cats or cabats. Also want to come up with a better hybrid name for cabats >> I had one long ago but tis forgotten
I don't really know for sure what else I would make though ! I don't really care for wolves or pups, maybe a cow would be cute ! Or a sheep, that would be interesting to draw ;^; Still gotta get an official design for my husbands fur. He's not as into it as I am, but I want to be able to draw us together. So as long as he okay's the design I get to make it myself (* >ω<) I think I'm still gonna go with a sun bear. He's a giant compared to me, a whole sandwhich taller (he's 6'1" and I'm 5'1" so we make the joke cause of subways foot longs lol) so I think a bear would size up similarly to us
Otherwise I did some real soul searching, and realised how much I've changed from 2016 to now. And a lot of my attitude is eeh, different in a way I'm not entirely into. I used to joke more and overall was a more pleasent person I think. Not saying I'm horrible now, I just used to be so free spirited and stress didn't get to me the same ! I'm aspiring to be that person again, I want to throw more positivity out to the world ! I want to make friends again and be able to talk to others without social anxiety controlling me, I want to feel part of the world again. Especially with us talking about trying to have a kid again, I want to be able to teach them better than I was. My mom wasn't a bad parent, she just worked a lot, taking care of 4 kids, and became bitter; my grandma was the same. And I want to break from the cycle of cynicism. It can really follow you into your adult life. I'm kinda rambling so I'm sorry if this doesn't make sense or is jumpy ! That's how my brain always is x3
Anyway. Excited to be jumping back into art, and finishing up projects owo Hopefully I'll be posting more to this account as well ! I've really been craving working with my girls (*≧▽≦)
I've gotten most of what I owe done, just gotta finish up coloring and stuff. I've also been finishing up unrelated projects that I've had sitting around for awhile ! I also have a new character idea, another cabat but this time with a bob tail haha they're all going to be sisters I think. Makes the most sense anyway. Thinking about selling of Velvet and Nera, I never really use em and I don't really relate to the designs anymore. Plus I never made backstory or anything so I'm not really attached at all ╮(╯∀╰)╭ Plus I need more characters that aren't cats or cabats. Also want to come up with a better hybrid name for cabats >> I had one long ago but tis forgotten
I don't really know for sure what else I would make though ! I don't really care for wolves or pups, maybe a cow would be cute ! Or a sheep, that would be interesting to draw ;^; Still gotta get an official design for my husbands fur. He's not as into it as I am, but I want to be able to draw us together. So as long as he okay's the design I get to make it myself (* >ω<) I think I'm still gonna go with a sun bear. He's a giant compared to me, a whole sandwhich taller (he's 6'1" and I'm 5'1" so we make the joke cause of subways foot longs lol) so I think a bear would size up similarly to us
Otherwise I did some real soul searching, and realised how much I've changed from 2016 to now. And a lot of my attitude is eeh, different in a way I'm not entirely into. I used to joke more and overall was a more pleasent person I think. Not saying I'm horrible now, I just used to be so free spirited and stress didn't get to me the same ! I'm aspiring to be that person again, I want to throw more positivity out to the world ! I want to make friends again and be able to talk to others without social anxiety controlling me, I want to feel part of the world again. Especially with us talking about trying to have a kid again, I want to be able to teach them better than I was. My mom wasn't a bad parent, she just worked a lot, taking care of 4 kids, and became bitter; my grandma was the same. And I want to break from the cycle of cynicism. It can really follow you into your adult life. I'm kinda rambling so I'm sorry if this doesn't make sense or is jumpy ! That's how my brain always is x3
Anyway. Excited to be jumping back into art, and finishing up projects owo Hopefully I'll be posting more to this account as well ! I've really been craving working with my girls (*≧▽≦)
