Revamps and Additions [IMPORTANT]
6 years ago
Hey everyone down there, listen up! Midnight's got a message for you.
Alright so, I'm gonna try to explain this as best I can without my usual rambling. I'll give a TL:DR at the bottom as well so if you don't wanna read it all, by all means skip down there.
First and foremost, a lot of you may have noticed I've gotten quite a few pictures of Axel done in a short amount of time, despite him being a semi-new character. (Some of which I actually havent posted)
Full disclosure, Axel is actually my main character from an rp universe with someone who I'm no longer friends with, but I loved being him too much to let him go, so I reworked/revamped his story a bit to fit outside of that universe (this is also why he cannot "return to his previous dimension" in any rps, for those of you who have met him. His dimension is literally an rp universe with someone I'm no longer friends with).
Axel is a character who in that universe, and in general, I just kinda...clicked with. The reasoning behind it is something more personal and I really only feel comfortable telling to very close friends, I do appologize. If you want to know, ask me.
That being said, with how dear he is to me and how much I kinda...click with him....sometimes more deeply than even Midnight, I've done a lot of thinking over, and I've decided that Axel will be my tertiary sona. Midnight will still be my main, and Dawex my secondary.
Each of my three sonas represent me in different ways.
My friend
orn_navnik actually explained it in a way far better than I can, so I'm going to copy-paste what he said to me.
"
I can very much tell, whereas Dawex and Midnight represent certain aspects of you, Axel feels more synced up with who you really are
like... I'm just spitballing here so don't take it personally, but like, dawex seems a lot like this retreated, soft and hurt character, a lot of a representation of your struggles and your desire to just retreat from everything, and through RP you kind of in a way give that part of you some love.
Midnight represents in many ways how you'd like to see yourself, wronged, hurt, but still standing and stronger than ever, not afraid of anything or anyone, doing what's right.
But Axel... he kinda seems a lot like how you really are, you're hurt, gone through a lot of shit, but still moving foreward, curious, excitable, and very good natured
At the same time ofc, being your characters, and aspects of yourself, you only share them with people you trust... like... I just kinda feel that if you would not be resitricted by all the bullshit of the world, you'd be a lot like axel just in your day to day life"
Midnight is a lot of what I wish I could be more like, Dawex is my vulnerable side and the one I use to feel loved and cared for, and Axel is the one who most resonates as just...who I actually am. I know this may seem hypocritical of me considering my feelings on people who have like 5 bajillion sonas, but I feel like 3 (and for these reasons) is at least semi-reasonable.
NOW, on to subject two:
I am going to be revamping my entire profile, slowly but surely. My profile has been cluttered and messy and unorganized for years, even after the release of the folders. I don't tag my images, my stories don't have any thumbnail whatsoever, etc. So, with the help of Spirit, due to my own struggles with organization, I plan to completely revamp and reorganize my profile slowly but surely. Tagging images, rewriting my profile introduction thing on the front page, making folders for characters and/or kinks, changing descriptions of some images to give brief insight onto the characters, as well as other quality of life changes.
Please bare with me everyone on this, as it will be a bit of an adjustment for me to on both fronts (Axel and the Revamp), but I hope that the page (and I) come out feeling more accomplished in the end.
TL;DR-Axel is now my tertiary sona, and my page is getting a revamp.
Hope you all have a wonderful day, and wish me luck!
First and foremost, a lot of you may have noticed I've gotten quite a few pictures of Axel done in a short amount of time, despite him being a semi-new character. (Some of which I actually havent posted)
Full disclosure, Axel is actually my main character from an rp universe with someone who I'm no longer friends with, but I loved being him too much to let him go, so I reworked/revamped his story a bit to fit outside of that universe (this is also why he cannot "return to his previous dimension" in any rps, for those of you who have met him. His dimension is literally an rp universe with someone I'm no longer friends with).
Axel is a character who in that universe, and in general, I just kinda...clicked with. The reasoning behind it is something more personal and I really only feel comfortable telling to very close friends, I do appologize. If you want to know, ask me.
That being said, with how dear he is to me and how much I kinda...click with him....sometimes more deeply than even Midnight, I've done a lot of thinking over, and I've decided that Axel will be my tertiary sona. Midnight will still be my main, and Dawex my secondary.
Each of my three sonas represent me in different ways.
My friend
orn_navnik actually explained it in a way far better than I can, so I'm going to copy-paste what he said to me."
I can very much tell, whereas Dawex and Midnight represent certain aspects of you, Axel feels more synced up with who you really are
like... I'm just spitballing here so don't take it personally, but like, dawex seems a lot like this retreated, soft and hurt character, a lot of a representation of your struggles and your desire to just retreat from everything, and through RP you kind of in a way give that part of you some love.
Midnight represents in many ways how you'd like to see yourself, wronged, hurt, but still standing and stronger than ever, not afraid of anything or anyone, doing what's right.
But Axel... he kinda seems a lot like how you really are, you're hurt, gone through a lot of shit, but still moving foreward, curious, excitable, and very good natured
At the same time ofc, being your characters, and aspects of yourself, you only share them with people you trust... like... I just kinda feel that if you would not be resitricted by all the bullshit of the world, you'd be a lot like axel just in your day to day life"
Midnight is a lot of what I wish I could be more like, Dawex is my vulnerable side and the one I use to feel loved and cared for, and Axel is the one who most resonates as just...who I actually am. I know this may seem hypocritical of me considering my feelings on people who have like 5 bajillion sonas, but I feel like 3 (and for these reasons) is at least semi-reasonable.
NOW, on to subject two:
I am going to be revamping my entire profile, slowly but surely. My profile has been cluttered and messy and unorganized for years, even after the release of the folders. I don't tag my images, my stories don't have any thumbnail whatsoever, etc. So, with the help of Spirit, due to my own struggles with organization, I plan to completely revamp and reorganize my profile slowly but surely. Tagging images, rewriting my profile introduction thing on the front page, making folders for characters and/or kinks, changing descriptions of some images to give brief insight onto the characters, as well as other quality of life changes.
Please bare with me everyone on this, as it will be a bit of an adjustment for me to on both fronts (Axel and the Revamp), but I hope that the page (and I) come out feeling more accomplished in the end.
TL;DR-Axel is now my tertiary sona, and my page is getting a revamp.
Hope you all have a wonderful day, and wish me luck!
MacroNikita
~macronikita
I have three sonas myself and I very much in the same way feel they all represent different parts of me. Nikita is my main of course but I also have a dragon (Taylor) and a panther (Mutt) so I totally understand and respect this decision and way of thinking.
Midnight_Yamikidate
~midnightyamikidate
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*nods* admittedly I was/am a bit nervous how people will take it...but it's a decision I came to.
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