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Just a personal update for anyone that cares.
6 years ago
Hey furry comrades. I just would like to make a journal apologizing for having such gaps in my output, and thanking you all for being fans of me and sticking around. It still never fails to blow my mind that so many people look at my art. Its really an amazing thing.
Basically, for years I've been dealing with what I've now learned in hindsight were pretty serious mental issues. I'm medicated now and aside from coping with thoughts of regret regarding wasted time, I feel really good and have been more productive than...well its been a long time since I could honestly say I was enjoying making art.
So yeah. Thanks for being fans and look out for lots more art. Be sure to follow my twitter as well if you don't because I'll potentially be posting sketchier stuff there that I might not post here.
<3
Basically, for years I've been dealing with what I've now learned in hindsight were pretty serious mental issues. I'm medicated now and aside from coping with thoughts of regret regarding wasted time, I feel really good and have been more productive than...well its been a long time since I could honestly say I was enjoying making art.
So yeah. Thanks for being fans and look out for lots more art. Be sure to follow my twitter as well if you don't because I'll potentially be posting sketchier stuff there that I might not post here.
<3
I've also been having some mental health battles that have definitely affected my work. I don't know exactly what you went through, but I've got a couple ideas. It's not a good time xD I'm glad you're getting out of it~
All of that time you feel like you wasted was time you needed to go through to be ready to start healing like you are now~ <3 :>
I wish you the best in finding your way through it all as well <3
Thanks Nissou.
Hope you're doing good, dude <3
Take good care of yourself
Also thanks haha. Its from an old eastern European match box.
Thanks sunkawakan.
I'm certain almost all of your watchers would agree that pretty much any length of time waiting for your next submission is totally worth it ... because you are absolutely amazing.
Im so glad youve gotten help with stuff
Thanks LaPatte! Glad I could do some small part in inspiring you.
Glad you're improving yourself. You've been a good chat at MFF when the moments quiet down. Would hate see ill happen to ya'.
Thanks dude. I've enjoyed our chats at MFF too. Hope to see you again!
Thanks dude <3
Thank you!
Thanks webkilla.
Really glad to hear you're pulling through all of it. I wish you the best as well <3
Thanks Wirez. Hope things are good with you these days.
Rock on, you beautiful soul.
But yeah... human brains in general really could use a few firmware upgrades. We'd all be so much better off for it.
Thanks for the kind words Sherbniz.
Thanks Carbine <3
Be sure to take good care of yourself. We're all pulling for you.
Killer art you've been doing lately!
Thank you!
I look forward to seeing the output of your good work, but even more I look forward to seeing the output of your good life. :)
You take care also!
Sorry to hear about your mental problems, but also glad to hear that your taking steps to improve that.
Here's to hoping for recovery
Yeah I'm doing waay better. Cheers!
How did you cope? Prior to getting help I mean.
I truly love art, I so desperately want to improve and flourish but my brain just doesn't cooperate; I don't enjoy it as much as I should and I'm pretty much one of those people you refer to as being in a vacuum. It feels like such a monumental struggle to make any semblance of improvement.
Is there any advice you could give in terms of what MH issues you faced, through note? A part of me is just desperate to be able to have that switch from feeling so lost to being so engaged that every avenue of possibility is one worth consideration.
I'm glad things have improved for you and you've found that freedom <3