I'm thinking
if you reserved a commission slot but have not payed yet I might have to cancel it.
My regular commission queue is just stressing me out with how my mental health has been the past idk year? I've been working on things slower and slower while also trying to do personal art so I can still hang on to some enjoyment in my art without it having to feel like nothing but work. Then there's burnout.
And I just need a clean slate.
Only do YCHs from now on or only do commissions through special times. YCHs and specials are just so much easier for me to handle.

I'm getting my health card soon so maybe I can finally for the first time in my life have some sort of treatment for my mental health. I've been going so long on my own and I just. Hhhh.
It's not depression although I do have moments where I just feel like my art isn't enough.
It's more like I very much believe I have ADHD

so yeah
I just need some relief