Since I have few other options to express my feelings, I'll put them here.
My life right now is a mess. I live day by day. I'm stuck in a house that is constantly shouting/arguing with each other, and I can only stand by in silence since my input is eather ignored or met wth hostility. I sleep on a small couch in a living room that has no doors, so I have no room to call my own. One of my family members brought two cats home, and has proceeded to leave for two months. Now my dwelling reeks of cat urine and excrement. Bedbugs have also infested the house aswell. I lost most of my belongings long ago. Now you may ask "Why not move out?", well... I was an idiot in highschool and dropped-out. I have regretted this ever since. Jobs are scarce where I live, so I need a GED to even have a shot at one. Problem being I have no source of income. My family can't help me, since most of our money goes to bills, gas, food, and feeding a family member's addiction. I have few means of copeing. Luckily I have a few friends that keep me sane.

So that's where i am in life rightnow.