So I was going to post a journal about my moods and how they've been EVERYWHERE except where I WANT them to be, but it quickly started to become pointed, and, you know... I'm not gonna do that. So I'll say this; moods have been up and down. Down a bit more than I'd like, but that's part of life and I accept it. Overall, I think I just need a break from work, because it's going to hell REALLY quick!
So, in summary, I work in a gas station, and there are two sides. The front end, and the deli. The deli has lost/will lose almost all of their employees. There were seven employees. one employee quit, then the deli manager quit, then two others put in a two week notice, ANOTHER is looking for work already, so the manager and assistant manager are scrambling. They can't get anything done for one working in the deli and the other working the front end, so when I come in, I have a LOT of work to do while managing customers. And it's been PACKED these last few days, because in Virginia, hot weather means BEER!

I'm not sure if I have said this or not, but I'm NOT a people person. I'm friendly to people, I can chat, etc, but when there is a barrage of people and I have no time to breathe and decompress, I start to get anxious/panic, and twitchy, and have to hide away to breathe and not explode. That's these last two days, only I haven't been able to hide when I need to, but rather, when I'm allowed to, so... Stress has been UP!

Buuuut... It'll settle soon. A day off, some nice sleep... Yeeeeeeah~!