Why are you here?
6 years ago
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Why are you here?
Why are you watching me?
What do you want from me?
I have nothing to offer.
No more money. No more guitars. No more freebies. No more months of free service. No more easy sex.
Nothing.
That's what the people really wanted, right?
Screw all that friendliness crap. Everyone knows it's just a front for the real meat.
I don't even have content anymore.
The content I do have up is crap. Not hard to tell.
One of the few things I didn't want to happen in life already happened long ago:
I became irrelevant.
Everyone already left. Everyone's been gone for a while now.
Don't waste away staying here. Join them.
Go to where the action and the cool people are.
Why are you watching me?
What do you want from me?
I have nothing to offer.
No more money. No more guitars. No more freebies. No more months of free service. No more easy sex.
Nothing.
That's what the people really wanted, right?
Screw all that friendliness crap. Everyone knows it's just a front for the real meat.
I don't even have content anymore.
The content I do have up is crap. Not hard to tell.
One of the few things I didn't want to happen in life already happened long ago:
I became irrelevant.
Everyone already left. Everyone's been gone for a while now.
Don't waste away staying here. Join them.
Go to where the action and the cool people are.
FA+

We are here to help, and show people the enjoyment of food.
However, you don't have to be a "popufur"; just be yourself. We don't anything from you, but, if YOU need anything- and it sounds to me like you need to talk to someone - we are here as an open ear.
*hugs*
I'm just being a booty fish is all.
Everything is good.
where at least a few others might occasionally find pleasure, or even inspiration in seeing it.
i started watching you because at one time or another you also posted visual communications of your imagination that interested me.
i know its been a long time, but i don't just unwatch anyone unless they block me.
not sure why i respond to your journals, i think its a compulsion or addiction of an old man with nothing better to do,
but i do love to ramble on and inflict my perspective on an unsuspecting world, and this gives me a chance to do so.
and yes, i'm always nosy, well when i can be at my own leasure,
really i'm always looking for anything that might give me ideas i don't already have.
i like the idea of being emotionally supportive of everyone else,
but in truth, i wouldn't have the slightest idea how to go about it.
i just have an idea how we can make a world everyone can enjoy,
how we can be that by doing so would create it.
so i guess the reason i'm anywhere, is because that anywhere exists.
i feel bad if that being my reason makes anyone else feel bad,
but then that's the only way i know to not make myself feel bad.
we exist because there's a universe, not a universe because we exist.
and really, its not about anything having to be at all,
but rather because just about almost absolutely anything can.
there are no debts. only conditions that humans have created for each other.
and the means by which, more often inadvertent then not, that we create them.
(I... I wonder how that would taste...)
But thank you, I do appreciate your insight.
There will be more stuff coming up, but, well... I've been having a heck of a time trying to jump start my motivation.
Been trying for a while, but it's like I just can't recharge myself again.
But it's coming.
Thank you all again.
Just being weird from time to time is all.
Good luck with your classes.
*hugs*