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Mental Illness and help
6 years ago
Pls be patient, this going to be long, and well, I need to express myself of a lot of things that happened me. (Also WARNING; shitty english incoming)
First of all, I'm sorry if I'm making spam, I want to upload all the works here before continuing working on new projects
Second, sorry for the late reply and get really slow to finish other commissions.
Maybe many of you doesn't know, I only chatted with kalidragon about all my problems and I'm still trying to recover, keep good thing on mind and focus to do a better version of me (and my artwork). I had a really bad months before, and years already. Is all a story of me.
I'm a problematic person, but not in the mean that I'm "bad" at all, just having my own issues since forever.
One month ago I suffered an anxiety attack, for holding rage from before, after that...only I got is sickness, really, there was fever, stomach hurt, cervicalgia, and many other problems that harm me... I'm not gonna tell you all my life bc is too long to tell, but now depression is getting strong. Besides of that is my insecurity, anxiety and bad anger management. Mental illness is not something that I would be proud (NEVER, I hate it) but thanks to a few friends Im trying to exceed this soon.
I don't wanna be sad, I don't wanna be anger anymore, I wanna be secure of me, I wanna feel good, not only with my art, with myself too. Why I'm telling you this? Bc I need to express, see if I'm not the only one on this. Bc this shit It's happening to me very often.
It's not for you to pity me, just only to know why I need help, is not the country economy anymore, Is now, my own health.
Even just a few words could help me, I'm not a person who like to play the "poor little girl" or making me the victim of this, bc this shit is all my fault. Im tired to get sick, Im tired to feel alone, I'm getting tired of everything.
Now I need help, from the heart, really need, I don't wanna beg for money, but I need to open commissions, bc this sickness, depression and insecurity is taking me low...makes me feel...garbage.
I need to go first of all with a psychiatric, cardiologist to treat me my tachycardia (caused by emotions, my heart can't take another shit of this) , food for survive this struggle, and my bills is chasing me all the time, I need some motivation to draw, need motivation to work... Even if you don't have money, you could help me saying me nice things (pls be honest) or sharing my art to get more customer. I just wanna work before get down again, laying in my bed all the day and trying not to get another attack. I just wanna be busy, focus my mind on other things, creating beautiful stuff for you.
I...need... help,
So, My commissions prices are here
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/32169683/
You can help me too sharing this tweet
https://twitter.com/classicmuzzle/s.....59758417780738
Thanks for reading me guys, I really want to express my things rn. I don't wanna feel alone on this
First of all, I'm sorry if I'm making spam, I want to upload all the works here before continuing working on new projects
Second, sorry for the late reply and get really slow to finish other commissions.
Maybe many of you doesn't know, I only chatted with kalidragon about all my problems and I'm still trying to recover, keep good thing on mind and focus to do a better version of me (and my artwork). I had a really bad months before, and years already. Is all a story of me.
I'm a problematic person, but not in the mean that I'm "bad" at all, just having my own issues since forever.
One month ago I suffered an anxiety attack, for holding rage from before, after that...only I got is sickness, really, there was fever, stomach hurt, cervicalgia, and many other problems that harm me... I'm not gonna tell you all my life bc is too long to tell, but now depression is getting strong. Besides of that is my insecurity, anxiety and bad anger management. Mental illness is not something that I would be proud (NEVER, I hate it) but thanks to a few friends Im trying to exceed this soon.
I don't wanna be sad, I don't wanna be anger anymore, I wanna be secure of me, I wanna feel good, not only with my art, with myself too. Why I'm telling you this? Bc I need to express, see if I'm not the only one on this. Bc this shit It's happening to me very often.
It's not for you to pity me, just only to know why I need help, is not the country economy anymore, Is now, my own health.
Even just a few words could help me, I'm not a person who like to play the "poor little girl" or making me the victim of this, bc this shit is all my fault. Im tired to get sick, Im tired to feel alone, I'm getting tired of everything.
Now I need help, from the heart, really need, I don't wanna beg for money, but I need to open commissions, bc this sickness, depression and insecurity is taking me low...makes me feel...garbage.
I need to go first of all with a psychiatric, cardiologist to treat me my tachycardia (caused by emotions, my heart can't take another shit of this) , food for survive this struggle, and my bills is chasing me all the time, I need some motivation to draw, need motivation to work... Even if you don't have money, you could help me saying me nice things (pls be honest) or sharing my art to get more customer. I just wanna work before get down again, laying in my bed all the day and trying not to get another attack. I just wanna be busy, focus my mind on other things, creating beautiful stuff for you.
I...need... help,
So, My commissions prices are here
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/32169683/
You can help me too sharing this tweet
https://twitter.com/classicmuzzle/s.....59758417780738
Thanks for reading me guys, I really want to express my things rn. I don't wanna feel alone on this
I'll also take a commission. Or a bunch!
I have my discord active on my profile, would be very nice talk with someone
Thank u so much for the support ;w; <3
Si necesitas hablar cuenta conmigo!
La depresion no la puedes combatir sola, asi que cuando quieras hablar estare pendiente.
Yo tambien he estado un poco mal, no he tenido tiempo para dibujar porque el trabajo en mi empresa esta muy ladilla y llego muy cansado en las tardes, y cuando tengo algo de tiempo libre, en vez de dibujar pierdo el tiempo en estupideces, y al final del dia me siento tan culpable y miserable...
Yo tambien creo que necesito ayuda psiquiatrica, porque me distraigo hasta con el vuelo de una mosca y deberia enfocarme y centrarme mucho en el dibujo porque realmente me puede ayudar muchisimo a futuro.
Bueh, que tengas un buen dia y con calma, mucha suerte.
Saludos!
Aww de verdad que muchas gracias, en un principio estaba dudosa de explicar ésto, pero de verdad necesito toda la ayuda posible, y ver que personas te apoyan y están dispuesta a ayudarte por muy pequeña que sea la ayuda, pues lo vale todo.
Eso me pasa debido a ésto, ando muy descentralizada en todo y también requiero ayuda psiquiatrica, pero... Ellos no lo hacen por amor al arte tampoco.
Muchísimas gracias por tu apoyo, eres tremendo pana y siempre espero ver más de ti y tus dibujos, aunque no esté activa, siempre vuelvo jeje
Saludos y cuídate igual!!