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a year ago
Hello everyone! Yes, I have been quite absent but not gone. I haven’t really been the same since the failure of democracy in Venezuela, which brought about a whirlwind of strong emotions, insecurities, and generalized anxiety. I’ve really only been inactive on social media, mainly on Twitter, and on FA I only post what’s necessary. However, if you write to me on Telegram, I will most likely respond, but I apologize if you wrote to me there and I didn’t reply. To stay on track with my work, I prioritize commissioners and then continue with the uncertainty of my life, working as much as possible.
I finally managed to gather enough to get my passport, finished paying off some debts, and basically improved my workspace a bit. I’ve been seriously thinking about opening a Telegram channel, but I think it would be exactly the same as here.
I’ve also taken the time to spend more with my puppy and to resume a healthier routine that prevents me from declining morally and mentally. But the real situation is that, due to all this, an opportunity has arisen for me to leave the country, to go to Argentina, and then migrate to Chile in a few months. It really came unexpectedly, and although I don’t have a fixed flight date yet, it’s very likely that I’ll leave before the end of the year, as the opportunity is being given to my brother, and he simply wants me to leave Venezuela as well.
This has left me with a slight depression, thinking that I will leave my things here for a while, a part of my life. It hurts even more knowing that my mother turns 60 in December and I will probably already be gone. As I said, I don’t have an exact flight date yet, but I could leave in November or it could be in 2025, and all this requires psychological and logistical preparation.
So, I am even more grateful for the enormous patience you have with me. Under normal conditions in a functional country, I would be a person who could finish her work in less time. Even thinking about leaving my puppy in my mom’s care is something that eats away at my mind. In short, a whirlwind of emotions and doubts dancing in my head.
For now, I will continue to inform you as the days go by. As I said, I am still working, but there are days that demand my attention so much that I don’t sit at the computer for three days, and that obviously delays everything. Unfortunately, I am also running out of financial resources to support this trip soon, so don’t be surprised if I open more commissions or YCH even though I haven’t finished half of my pending work.
Thank you all very much for reading. Believe me, for me, neither 2019 nor 2020 compare to the year I’ve had this year, and it’s not over yet. A year of changes for which I was never prepared. But when it comes to embracing change, I do it with the best attitude. I hope you are all doing very well soon. I wish you the best and will soon upload the work as I finish it.
With love, CM
I lost my old Twitter account due to the attack, for the one who missed it this is my new Twitter and I'm trying slowly recovering my old followers.
https://twitter.com/Classic_Muzzle
https://bsky.app/profile/koskasha.bsky.social
Go and follow me there! 
Sigue luchando no decaigas, comprendo el dolor de dejarlo todo atras por que lo pase, pero pensa que con esta oportunidad podras incluso apoyarlos mas que ahora y recuperar tu vida.
Sos tremendamente resiliente como todo tu pueblo, lucha por tu libertad no dudes en escribirme cualquier mano que pueda darte sea directa o un contacto con gusto te la extiendo.
Te quiero mucho, arriba!