So important stuff out of the way.

Ain' doing commissions for a while. If you see any posted it's me cleaning up stuff I owe people because oh my god I owe people stuff.

Part of the reason is my mental health took a really sharp nose dive for a while and it's taken me until now to get to a point where I'm feeling ...stable.

I still feel like anyone talking too or interacting with me is purposefully punishing themselves and anything good that happens is a cruel joke waiting to twist into something horribly wrong and undermine me, but I'm actively fighting against that mentality so that's nice. Doesn't stop me from thinking it but I'm at a point where I'm recognizing it's wrong again.

I have an appointment with a .... really stupid mental health thing I can't possibly afford on the 27'th. Assuming this doesn't turn out like the last couple of times, where I'm so upset with the service provided that it's healthier NOT to go, or where their solution for horrible mental issues is a year of self help books. Fun!

I'm ok though. Like I said I'm stable and I'm not gonna do anything crazy, just not up for much of anything commission wise right now. Hard enough to catch up.

Hope ya'll are doin' ok though! Have a good weekend. And following week. And month. And I hope ya have a good life in general, really.