Just wanted to say some things
6 years ago
General
Hey everyone.
This isn’t something I normally do, in fact I’ve never done it before like this. But I just want to get some views of you guys. See what you think
I’ve been suffering from anxiety and depression for years now. It’s the worst thing to live with. And most of the time I don’t know what to do or think.
Today I walked out of my job because I just couldn’t take anymore of it, and I even made an attempt to take my own life, I know this is stupid but it’s something I’ve never been able to get past. I’m breaking down right now and can barely type but I didn’t want to leave this anymore.
something has been on my mind for a while now I just want to talk about. What kind of person am I. In your own honest opinion. I won’t take offence to anything I just want to know.
I want to make others happy and be seen as a nice guy. But I don’t feel I’ve done enough to earn the respect of others.
I often feel I’m hated or not wanted. Some have said it’s stupid to think that but I’m never sure.
I’m sorry to have posted this I’m just insecure right now. Please just be honest with me. Again I don’t mind what you say just as long as you’re honest. Thank you
This isn’t something I normally do, in fact I’ve never done it before like this. But I just want to get some views of you guys. See what you think
I’ve been suffering from anxiety and depression for years now. It’s the worst thing to live with. And most of the time I don’t know what to do or think.
Today I walked out of my job because I just couldn’t take anymore of it, and I even made an attempt to take my own life, I know this is stupid but it’s something I’ve never been able to get past. I’m breaking down right now and can barely type but I didn’t want to leave this anymore.
something has been on my mind for a while now I just want to talk about. What kind of person am I. In your own honest opinion. I won’t take offence to anything I just want to know.
I want to make others happy and be seen as a nice guy. But I don’t feel I’ve done enough to earn the respect of others.
I often feel I’m hated or not wanted. Some have said it’s stupid to think that but I’m never sure.
I’m sorry to have posted this I’m just insecure right now. Please just be honest with me. Again I don’t mind what you say just as long as you’re honest. Thank you
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You always put others before yourself and that is your greatest quality and sadly also your greatest weakness.
Most things have already been said over on telegram, but one thing stands central:
I am very happy to have met you and it is an honor to call someone like you my friend.
I hope you overthink stuff less (because we both know it is hard to completely stop it ^^') and that you take more care of yourself so that you can be one of the kindest of wuffs another day <3
You’ve been one of the nicest people I’ve ever meet, straight off the bat!
Especially for a person I only know, off the internet.
I know we don’t talk all that often, but you’ve been a enjoy to talk with when we do, Blaze~ I very much enjoy chatting with you mate.
And it honestly brakes my heart too hear that you’ve been feeling like this, Blaze...
Just know that, I’m here for ya! And if you ever would like to chat about things, Just add me on Telegram or something if you wanna talk~💙
Overall, Blaze~
I view you as a very friendly n’ kind person. (that I would wanna hang around more with)
And you have done enough, for others too respect you! And you definitely have mine!
I wish you all the best for the future, Blaze.
All while, You might not feel it or see it... but people do care for ya, Blaze.
don’t be stupid n’ hurt yourself, Blaze... there’s always a better way on going about things, through a rough time.
Other then that. You’ve got your whole life ahead of you, don’t be a fool n’ completely waste it. You’ll hurt a lot of people that care about you, Blaze... You’ll get past this depression-state of yours soon enough!
*hugs ya very closely* You’ll be alright, Blaze~ Keep persevering mate! 💙