The corruption while I was gone has only spread further..... I should not have come back...... Nobody loves me...... I can't keep this up..... nobody listens to me or cares about me.... I should not be here...... the pain will only increase and get worse......

As much as I'd like to ask the admins to mark me as "Deceased".... I don't think it'll happen..... considering how much I hover around here..... Either way...... I made a mistake coming back.....